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Monday, February 18, 2008

我没想到我会让你感到如此困扰。。

对不起。。

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Friday, February 15, 2008

i think i've got somehow a communication breakdown with my mom everytime it comes to money.

money money money. root to all evil.

we scream and shout at each other like crazy, jus because i dunno which fees she's referring to, and she doesnt know which fees i'm referring to. no mutual understanding.

feel like vomitting blood.

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

i swear xiaxue is like some sort of mountain tortise. while taking a break from studying, i thought i heard from my mom that there were complaints about her scolding vulgarities and a hell load of controversy arising. so i decided to drop by her BEAUTIFUL and INSPIRATIONAL blog for a while.

http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com/

well, for some reason, when i first came to Canada, and bought Steve Madden Mary Janes heels, i didnt think much about it except that, "ok... the shoes here are pretty and cheap somehow." then came, the deodorant, and colgate... goodness, in singapore, we jus dun get to really see these stuff, but do you have to exclaim like you're going to faint and be sent to the ICU?

come on la. i know there was a christmas sale where EVERYTHING-MUST-GO! kinda thing.. but dun have to really REALLY emphasize so much upon it! it really makes her seem dumb. but well.... who doesnt have a dumb moment. may God forgive her. thank you!

now... it really drives me up the wall... i'm gonna save, and shop later! i havent gotten New year's clothes, because i have been studying. and well, since i'm going to Buffalo, NY on March 1st. i think i'm gonna go shop after the test. hopefully VS, Juicy Couture, and other brands would be around! Goodness..... i cant wait!! but still, work hard! as March is approaching, a lot of assignments and tests will happen, and it's jus 18 days, which is 2 week and 4 days, which means!! i needa work extra hard for my SAT assessment books!!!

AND MY DAMN PMS AINT HELPING!! fatigue drowns me from within...

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alrit. i'm finally done with my poster, and i didnt get to go up to present it due to time-constraint. but oh well, all the better, i can be better prepared tmr!

and yeap. done with my economic test, and i would wanna think that i know my stuff? however, wat stresses me out is such that, there's only 4 questions, and each question carries a lot of weight! i remember one question would allow me to score 15points, and another 10 points, another 4 i think.. scary... but since i'm done with it, it shouldnt be much of a problem. 2 versions of test, mine looked simpler compared to the other one! thank goodness! i seriously think my teacher is helping me. =X my teacher, Ms. Ziada, is one really nice lady. as much as i'm not made for economics or whatever mathematical calculations; always thinking about shutting down when i get confused. she manages to grab hold on my attention and continue teaching me! =D

well, hopefully my progress report wont be bad!

here's a video. listen to their language. watch wat the lady does. the lady, Kay Kay, looks pretty gorgeous. personally la~

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Sunday, February 10, 2008

woke up with a nightmare.
tried to go back to sleep, but again, the same nightmare appeared.
i hate nightmares and my heart started pounding faster than usual, so i decided to make a call.
but "i'll call you back later" was what i got. well, it's ok anyways.

called my parents last night while my moodswings were bad and all. they managed to cheer me up and kinda put me to sleep fast (been having difficulties sleeping.. such that i needed to sc old myself for not working hard enough. toss and turn a little bit before i can sleep.)

thanks a lot dad and mom!! you're the best!

timmy woke me up at 10.30, so i can wake coeus up. and yea, they're out at toronto already.
coeus asked if i needed something. i thought i needed something, but couldnt figure out what it was, so i said no. and coming to think about it now, i realise i needed something afterall. i needed to shop. but i wasted hell loads of time staring into blank space these days, so i jus had to wait till i'm done with my SAT before i can start shopping for that day/week only. before i work on my May and June SAT re-takes.

gonna start working on my project poster after i shower. jus needed to blog.
bye for now.


look at her tattoo.

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

i hope i'm more hardworking now?

i hope i'm more consistent now?

i hope i'm more motivated now?

i hope i'm more mature now?

i hope i'm more energetic now?

i hope....... i hope....... i hope.......

but somehow......

• i still dont feel that i'm putting enough effort.

• i still dont feel like i'm more motivated even with:

• 12 pairs of shoe throughout the year if i get into SMU

• the idea about being with my family and friends from back home

• i still dont feel like i'm doing consistent enough to get high grades..

• jus look at my damn econs! 21 out of 40. that's crap, total awful grades. no university's gonna like seeing a 52.5% on the transcript!
  

• i dont feel energetic at all... instead i feel more physically tired...

how how how how how?!

ALL MIGHTY GOD, I seek and pray for your help and guidance!
Give me the strength i need for my studies.
Give me the intelligence i need for my exams.
Give me the luck that will bring me through with the exam papers and admissions to universities i applied for.
I pray for you, i pray you'd grant me these requests which are the affecting factors to how bright my future will be. Thank You.

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Monday, February 04, 2008

usually those who say that homosexual and bisexual probably has a problem up there with their brains........

ARE TOTALLY RIGHT! (most la~ not saying all.)

cause......... cause..........

those who likes Yumi, HATES me. just because we're best friends, together with Joyce. well, i mean, it aint my fault she's close to me. We've been hanging out together for 2 years aredi.. In residence, in school, in class, breaktime, and i mean.... we just keep seeing each other the entire day. it aint my fault we're close.. so................

why are you girls hating on me for?

hahahahahahahhahaha! that was totally random. but really, those girls are crazy. especially the Chinese girls. geez.


OH OH!!! and the answer to what is on Coeus and has girlfriend's forehead are...........
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you wana know?
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you sure you wanna know?
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last chance?
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ok ok... shall not be irritating.... THEY ARE............................
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it's HICKIES! a.k.a LOVEBITES!

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

“girl啊！你照片贴在那边，那么大张！你的名字印在那边，那么大的字！不要这样骂啦~你女孩子吗。。这样很粗鲁的勒！”
(translation: girl, your big picture is pasted there! your big name is printed up there! dont use these profanities la~ you're a girl. it's not very demure of you to be scolding those profanities!)

parents read my blog.
all concerned about wat's happening to me. all concerned if i'm too stress out, cause if i am, i can go back to singapore to study.
but the contradiction to that statement is such that, i'm working so hard, trying to get back to singapore to study.
except to cut down on my usage, they didnt say much about the big F words, and the hokkien profanities. well, they know how i am when i'm really really angry. yea yea, their understanding still doesnt give me the right to use it so excessively, but hey! i'm cutting down already ok!?
thanks mom, dad!! =D

SAT's coming during March 1st. gonna go Buffalo's Nardin Academy jus to take the test. still in preparation, and not too prepared yet. sigh!!!

JEN JEN JEN!!! WAKE UP YOUR IDEA, AND WORK HARD!

it's less than month aredi!!!
hopefully, it would be a factor that becomes a PLUS/BONUS to my admission to SMU, istead of a detrimental one!

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