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Thursday, June 28, 2007

alrit. i'm gonna blog about wat happened today.

well, was in class for biology with my test during the 2nd period. know nuts about it. jus couldnt do, but i kept trying, until i gave up.

and then, here comes the real thing i wanna blog about.
first time in my entire life, i've had something like that happening to me.

alrit, it was lunch right after my biology test. and there was our Columbia Cougars Soccer Team playing with the Hamilton Police. Oh well, cool. nothing happened. UNTIL!!!
i stepped into Pizza Pizza, and the Koreans were jus there as usual. but the unusual thing that happened was that most of them who were there, suddenly got enthusiastic when i stepped in. some jus stood up on the chair saying, "HEY JEN! HOW'RE YOU TODAY?", "HI JEN!".. and i was like, alrit. this is weird. and then i remembered it's one of this Korean guy's birthday.

(back ground information: let's name this Korean guy, P. alrit, P likes me. and i know it.)

but i thought, nah. it should be ok. However, there's this very weird feeling that comes around me again and again, while i was using my laptop at one of the tables right at the corner.

Finally, it happened.
he came into Pizza Pizza dressing up. and holding flowers with him. because my hair was down, my fringe was kinda covering my side and i couldnt very much see wat's happening, until i heard some unusual noises. I turned to my left, and saw P right there, with the flowers walking towards me. I was like, "oh my god. this cannot be happening." he gave me the flowers and made me read the card.

(there was more than 50 people in Pizza pizza, not counting those outside.)

and they were cheering and clapping. i was sooo shocked. on the card, he told me watever he wanted to say, and asked if he could be my boyfriend. i didnt know wat to do. but......

i still spoke my mind. i rejected him even though everybody was watching, and even though all Korean crew was there. I rejected him right there and then after reading the card. knowing it's his birthday, i still did so. Say i'm cruel, say i'm mean. but isn't it meaner if i were to jus give into his pride and the crowd, only to know that i'm cheating my own feelings and his? knowing that it's unfair to him, cause i treat him nothing more than jus a friend? well, but i seriously respected him. because he did it in front of everybody. the courage he has is seriously....... hmm..... it's jus worth looking up to.

ask yourself, would you do that infront of more than 50 people, even though the girl you like told and hinted you time and again that she treats you only as a friend?

well girls, dont you think it's kinda sweet if a guy does this to you? especially the one you like? hehe.

anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, 'P'!!

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Monday, June 25, 2007

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY GADIZ!!

her reading the Birthday Card Rohit left behind for her. while tearing.

A picture with Tsaimin, Yun Wayne, Joyce and I.

A picture with Gadiz, and little drunk girl, Yumi.

The peeps who were behind Linden! Sach, Alyssa, Zee and Birthday girl!

Dun recall when this was taken, but aww..... i like it. =X


36 hours of Birthday sure serves as an advantage. =D

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Friday, June 22, 2007

JEN.
the dumb.

JEN.
the silly.

JEN.
just the girl you'd never expect to be that way (e.g. harsh).

however,

JEN.
is still the GREATEST! =X

muahahahahha.

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a bad day to begin with.

went to school with tshirt and skirt. somehow, i was being told to leave the class because of my skirt being too short. well, i left and went to the academic office to let them check. they had no mercy on me, and tried to make me go back to residence to change up. but oh well, i thought i'd go back class, and see how it goes, and wat ms. klodt says. and i ended up staying in class, not saying anything to her that i was told to go back to residence to change up. damn.
later, after the lunch break and all. i went to my afternoon class, thinking i got through everything. i sat down, still in my skirt. and the academic office called for me and all. and i somehow called ZhangHan to bring his pants down to lend them to me. Gosh, thank God he came. else i'd be given ACTS. and hell. i got a lecture from the ladies, and my English teacher and my Biology teacher too. damn.

screw that shit. i aint wearing skirt to school anymore. hell no!
and eff that shit! i've got a bloody ACTS 2 on hold. i cant afford to get into shitty ass trouble. argh! EFF CIC! EFF the stupid moves i made today!!!screw that shit!

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

i like the way it is.
dun expect to go any further.

cause it doesnt matter.
i just need clarification.


yea. love me. =X

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Monday, June 18, 2007

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TSAIMIN!! 16th June 07


that's for the birthday girl!! haha. TSAIMIN LI!!

a little celebration for Tsaimin's birthday!!

and Han is the only guy with these girls!! woo~

we somehow succeeded in trying to act studious.

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

the heart you made, the flying kiss you gave.

leaves me thinking...

the drunk you that came calling me at 12.54am, 14th June 2007,

leaves me wondering...

jus wat do you see me as?

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虽然，我们都各有各的朋友，各有各的生活。

但你的不愿与我分享的事情很多，我也无话可说。
因为我没必要什么都知道，你有你的隐私，我了解。
你长大了，知道什么是对什么是错。
我为你担心也是多余，没必要的。

只希望你偶尔会告诉我，你到底在想些什么。心情到底怎样。
至少让我知道你发生了什么事。因为，我想要你天天都带着笑容地来学校。

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there is one thing i can say for sure.

some girls are just disgustingly gross, and lack the knowledge to know what's hygiene. not being stereotypical, not trying to, as much as i might sound. but honestly, it always occurs with the Chinese girls. and i seriously do wonder why. i can share with you 2 of my experiences. jus in less than 24 hours.

scenerio one:
doing my laundry in the laundry room of my residence. found that no washing machine was available, so i waited for 2 that's gonna be done with its laundry soon. having the tendency to bring the clothes into the dryer when the clothes of others' are done. i did the same. the first washing machine was fine, as usual. but the second washing machine was disgusting.
in the washing machine, it is pretty much filled with clothes. and definitely, girl's under garments. well, common sense tells girls to hand-wash their undies before throwing into the washing machine to wash it again. however, in THAT particular washing machine, i took out the clothes to put into the dryer. and somehow, i found a pair of undies with a huge patch of period stain!!
tell me, which girl would use that washing machine having seen that? judging from the clothes, i was pretty much sure it was a chinese girl. but i didnt wanna stereotype and make wrong assumptions. so, i wanted to prove myself wrong, i stayed in the laundry room, while waiting for my laundry to be done, and the girl to come. it jus seemed so that, my assumption or rather, guess, was correct!

scenerio two:
no doubt this probably happens everywhere. but in CIC, it happens like crazy. it was our in between classes break today. so, i was in the girls' washroom that had many girls waiting in line. so i waited in line too. one girl came out, another went in. so, there it was, my turn. this girl from the cubicle i was waiting to go into, came outta there. She looked kinda sweet and nice. But guess wat? the moment i looked into the cubicle's toilet bowl. there's pee on there. like hello? you look sweet and nice, but why dun you have the courtesy to at least clean your own mess up? disgusting to you? well, it's more DISGUSTING to others!!! ah. and not to mention, she's from China.

this bathroom incident is not the first time i have experienced. i always keep quiet and jus clear it up myself with a big ball of paper, before using it. and it pisses me off so much. cause it jus shows how much they dun care about things, if it's not theirs. not that you really have to treat the place like your home, but at least have the common sense to clear your own mess up. GROSS!! totally.

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

ZeeShan, Gadiz and Marvin!
look at that proud girl.

Singaporean Homie, ZeeShan. together with Eddie and Gadiz.

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Saturday, June 09, 2007

room mate love~

Ploy, Joyce and Victoria!!

FIRE ALARM!!

Happy birthday Michael!!

The peeps at the celebration!

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Friday, June 08, 2007

have you ever seen me in shirt? shirts other than my school uniform!!

haha. here you go. a moment of narcissism as usual. but this time, it's fun!
haha. now i know how fun it is to try jumping around to take pictures. haha.



pose 1.

successful jump with screwed up hair.

successful jump, but trying so hard to look nice.

ended up laughing at myself. haha

alrit. jus a thing to say, jus in case any of you notice something.
i'm trying my best to slim down. and i did!! i lost 2 kilograms! so, the little bump around the belly area aint cause of my belly! it's because of the way the zipper is!! so, MUMMY!! DUN SAY I'VE GROWN FATTER!! I LOST 2 KILOGRAMS! ( not alot.... but still, at least i did lose! )

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

Listen - Beyonce

Listen to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
[ Listen lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

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Sunday, June 03, 2007

1.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
3 years 6 months

2.LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
a sweater from Ingrid, as a farewell gift.

3.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
yes.

4.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY
ON?
don't know. it's always gone.

5.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Korean Noodles.

6.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
Faraway-Nickelback.

7.WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
currently in hamilton. used to be in tampines. future, east coast.

8.HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:
Columbia International College of Canada

9.DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
Rarely. called WeiWei to tell him that his pizza is right at his doorstep, while he was working.

10.LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
so long ago, i forgot.

11.LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
almost 6 months ago?

12.BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
the day someone said he's gonna be a good husband in future.

13.WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT
WITH FRIENDS?
home.

14.CAN YOU COOK?
jus a little.

15.WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
i'll tell you when i get one.

16.LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
months ago.

17.THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
being myself.

18.FAVORITE MOVIE?
Pirates of the Carribean!

19.CAN YOU SING?
with the voice i have, i can. it's a matter of how nice or bad it is.

20.DO YOU SMOKE?
no.

21.PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
french toast.

22.DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
nah, i dun see any goodness in it.

23.LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE?:
Timmy.

24.LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL
LIST?:
Timmy

25.WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED?:
to wake someone up.

26.CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
yeap.

27.CAN YOU SWIM?
sorta.

28.FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
Strawberry, Mango and Lemon Sherbet!

29.LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING
STUPID?
6 hours ago, with joyce's words and actions.

30.WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS
MORNING ?
i was asleep until noon. and went back to sleep again in the afternoon till evening.

31.WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
helping timmy out with the cleaning of his new apartment and studying.

32. BIRTH DATE
25th october.

33.ARE YOU SMILING?:
am i?

34.DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW
i do. which one are you talking about?

35.IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE
WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
old HOME! new HOME! friend's HOME!

36.DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
yes.

37.DO YOU HAVE A SISTER.
yes, Coeus.

38.ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
no.

39.HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
yes.

40.DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE
PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
yes.

41.WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS
SURVEY?
sleep.

1. Do you know anyone named Wendy?
- yes.

2. Are you important?
- am i not?

3. Last time you got your hair cut?
- last month.

4. Do you get nervous before “meeting
the parents”?
- yeap! moms are scary.

5. Name the last exact thing you
bought?
- a can of ARIZONA.

6. Current hate?
- summer semester!

7. Would you be a pirate?
- yes! a pirate to steal one's heart.

8. What song do you want played at
your funeral?
- a song that best explains my life.

9. What were you doing at 11PM last
night?
- watching the night view, reminiscing.

10. Do you think there's some
models/people out there that should
gain a couple pounds?
- yea. it's depressing to see them so skinny.

11. Nobody knows you better than ...
- myself.

12. Where is your phone?
- on my table.

13. Where did you get the shirt you’re
wearing?
-Hollister.

14. If your doctor said you were
pregnant, what would you do?
- i wouldnt let that happen int he first place.

15. Do you trust all of your friends?
- not all. acquaintance? not at all for sure.

16. Which one of your friends do you
think would make the best doctor?
- Ping Sing?

17. When was the last time you snuck
out?
- i forgot if i did.

18. Is there someone who pops into
your mind at random times?
- yeap.

19. If you were to wake up from being
in a coma for an extended
period of time, name some people you
would call?
- my parents. d4e.

20. Would you make a good parent?
- hopefully?

21. Honestly, what's on your mind
right now?
- how's he doing? how're they doing?

22. Are you musical?
- nope.

23. Is the love for your pets same as
the love for your family?
- no pets.

24. Would life be better or easier if
we were all emotionless?
- if you can draw your life in a straight life, be a robot.

25. Something a family member gives
you on the holidays that you hate?
- household chores while i feel lazy. Curfews.

25. Have you ever been trapped in an
elevator?
- nope.

26. Who took your default pic?
- myself.

27. Do you like MTV?
- yes.

28. What's your biggest secret?
- if it's a secret, it shouldnt be told of right?

29. When was the last time you lied?
- which last time you're talking about?

30. Do you still watch kiddy movies or
tv shows?
- i havent watched tv shows for a long time.

31. Could you live without a computer?
- yes, with my laptop i'm sure i can.

32. Will you keep your last name if
you get married?
- yes. i've got an excellent last name.

33. When is the last time you left
your house?
- 6 months ago.

34. Do you return your cart?
- what?

35. Do you have a dishwasher?
- yes i do, when i look into the mirror.

36. Who is the youngest in your family?
- my sister, Coeus.

37. Do you know anyone with the same
name as you?
- used to know an acquaintance of the same pronounciation. does that count?

38. Do you watch movies with your
parents?
- yes! I NOT STUPID! first movie ever with my dad and grandma lol.

39. Do you cry at weddings?
- why should i be crying?

40. Who got you to join Myspace?
- Yanhui.

41. What's something you MUST do
before you die?
- tell people i love them!

42. Is anybody getting on your nerves?
- not now. previously, yea!

43. What do you do all the time in a
car?
- watch everything that pasts. listen to music. chill. sleep.

44. Lights on or off?
- on!

45. Who was the last person you spoke
to on the phone?
- Timmy.

46. Have you ever thought about
working in the movie business?
- yea.

47. What movie role can you imagine
yourself playing?
- a good daughter.

48. Know any foreign language?
- yeap. jus a little.

was out at Timmy's place 3 hours ago. and jus 6 hours ago, i was laughing till i thought my jaw was gonna drop anytime. Joyce sure has her way of making people laugh with her innocence. she basically believes watever people says. a wet tissue as wat Vincent, Timmy, Michael and i says. she was in doubt, but believed us. She wanted to clear her doubt, she open the packet of "wet tissue" and she found something else. haha. doesnt sound funny. wait till you're in situations like that, that you'll laugh.
might be chilling out at Timmy's place quite a bit during weekends now. a place i'm familiar with. with nice night view. jus love sitting in a corner, and looking out of the window, and jus thinking bout some stuff, or jus nothing. =)

anyways, lata!

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Saturday, June 02, 2007

oh well. a day of household chores!!
trust me mum. i know exactly how you feel!! haha.
it's exhausting. but after a looooong time of not doing household chores, like cleaning the bathroom, sweeping and cleaning the floor, clearing of the dust at the windows, and so on!!
it was fun though. haha. i spent 6 whole hours jus cleaning the house. why? because it's so dusty and really dirty. but job well done!!!

after that, i jus sat by the window and jus watched the scenery. a scenery of which i havent seen for quite a while. 1405. haha. it's nice!! jus love sitting down in the dark alone, and jus watching the scenery with music playing.

somehow,
have you ever felt left out? have you ever thought, people whom you used to mix with have changed? or is it you who changed? certainly, there's no right or wrong. but honestly, the feeling's weird. the feeling of jus being outta space, jus feels screwed up. i know i like being alone and all, mayb it's my behaviour at that point in time that caused myself to become left out of the topics and the space that they were in. however, it's certain things that one might've said that causes me to feel all so uncomfortable. i certainly hope i'm not being too sensitive here, i tried being indifferent, trying to act like i heard nothing. but it's so obvious that the topic was pin pointing at me. sigh. forget it. jus drop that.

i came across people who's whiny. everyone has got their own personalities and characteristics. and people do change, when people change, it's not up to me to say watever to them. i know of a girl who dun use to be that whiny, but somehow, she became so jus recently. it's kinda tiring to always hear someone whining and all. especially when they dun use to be so. prolly due to the fact that i have been mixing with different people, which caused me to not be here, nor there. but honestly speaking, whiny people jus do freak me out a bit.

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