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Cherryblossom Town - Everything's pretty wonderfully 'yummy'!

Sim Kuan Li Jenevieve
25 Oct 89
Psychologist Aspiring Student
Life to me is a process of living with obstacles to learn and overcome, and climax to enjoy.
Appreciation & Humbleness, are values I'm still learning.
Keep in mind: The sea may be calm, but chaos runs within.
Through transitions, I've became what I am today.

Aizat Anne Celine Coeus Danielle Dyan Eunice Finency PeiFang Jenny Joyce JungMin KaiSing Kayden Kexin KiHwan KimBerly LiMin Melody Michelle Regina Serena Sheralyn Susanta SungBin Teri Winnie XuePin XueYing YiTing Zafirah

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Sunday, July 30, 2006

i've learnt something..
sometimes, when you wan something, you've gotta exchange another something for that something that you wan..
sometimes, that something that you wan, you have to give up not jus one thing for that something.. you gotta exchange or rather, give up a few other things for jus that something that you wan..

hmm.. 2 weeks.. it's so gonna pass quickly. time's the factor to meet up with frenz, to spend time with family, to spend time with him, and also, time to pack my stuff.
i've so many things to say. so many things that i dunno where to start. so many things to say that i feel like i dunno wat to say. mayb, dun even feel like saying. =)

i do care, not that i dun. i'm not a poser for nuts. i dun treat someone nicely cause people are around. i treat the person nicely when i feel that there's a need to. it's not that i dun wanna call, it's jus that when i call i dunno wat to say to you. at most times, when i do show concern, it's jus so coincidental that there's people around. sigh. you drink, and i dun like to speak to you when you're drinking. only few things seem to go in. you're reasonable i know. you're a great dad i know. however, i jus wan you to know that, i cant seem to speak as openly to you as i wan to. cause as a respect, there's things that i know, when i say it, you'll get upset with mi. or you jus think it's very immature of mi. i portray myself like a little girl, i portray myself as a rebellious one. i lock myself in my own room. not that i dun wanna communicate, but i feel that i dunno how to communicate. it's ironic. Very ironic. i feel silly saying these too. however, i jus need to find somewhere to spill my thoughts. sigh.

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

sigh.
im not in a good mood. i feel like im in stress.
feel like i'm drowned in the sea of stress.

i cant pin point wat am i stress about.
i cant figure out jus wat's the root to the stress that's causing mi.
can it be cause i'm giving myself stress about the coming date to going Canada?
can it be cause of my parents?
can it be cause of my...........

i dont know. i'm even stressed with this stressing thing now..
i feel like i haven been communicating to people enough.
feel like i've missed out on lotsa things.
feel like, i'm giving up many things.

i feel like i'm forced to fake a smile everyday in my life.
i dont know why.

i dont know.
i feel like breaking down. but that's not gonna solve anything. neither do i have any reason to break down.
i've been thinking a lot. about my character. my life. my family. my frenz. my love.
character wise, i feel like a failure. i feel like i'm worse than a piece of shit.
far worst than anything ugly and smelly. it totally stink!
my life?
Fun as it is. but nothing productive. nothing meaningful. sigh.
not much comments bout it either.
my family?
perfect! except for the lack of communication between mi and them. might be like how Coeus says, " you're the one who always locks yourself in the room."
sigh. it's my problem i guess.
my frenz?
not going smoothly. cause i wanna meet them so much! i cant seem to be organising my time properly.
my love.
not meeting up as often as we should be. communication seem to be a problem. wanting to spend more time together, but still, with difficulties. arguments seem to be going more often than not. sigh. sometimes, being to tolerant with each other for a period of time, causes both to argue more often than ever. =(

i'm stress.
i'm frustrated.
i'm jus...

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i dun like it when you're so perssistent with something.
i dun like it when you raise your voice.
i dun like it when you use profanities.
i dun like it when you say something hurtful.
i dun like it when you give mi attitude.

i dun like it when i dun seem to have a choice.
i dun like it when my patience seems like trash.
i dun like it when my desires are stopped and you jus dun understand.
i dun like it when i dun have a say.
i dun like it when i'm not understood.
i dun like it when i cant plan things ahead.

i jus dun like it when we cant communicate properly.
and i definitely dun like it when you do things i dun like.

i dun like how it is now.. i thought these last few weeks would be an enjoyable one. with you around, with your support, with your company. however, things jus doesnt seem to go well, when i jus wanna have fun.

time is precious, i know. time wasted on certain stuff, i know. im leaving, i know. i jus thought, i have a choice. but whenever a choice is made by myself, someone gets upset bout it.

i dun like how it is.

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

wow!! came back with none other than Groceries and Luggage bag!! Groceries that i'm supposed to bring back to Singapore, as well as to Canada.. People Mountain People Sea in The Store! hah! but i still managed to get watever things i needed! and hoho!!

and i tell you! the Luggage bag selling at JUSCO Tebrau City, is selling at a very "off" market price!! so cheap! and i got this pretty big bag! with supposedly 20% discount, but the company gave us another 20%. cause why? cause one typed 20% in, and passed to another person, and without checking, the 2nd party too, typed another 20% into the system. and Ta DA!! there you go, 40% off!! wahaha! the brand is a freaking Pierre Cardin! i mean, not very High-End, but hey! still good okie?! and i got another bag from Samsonite, with the help of my lil' God brother's Bargaining skills! i managed to get 20% off, instead of jus 15% off!! wahaha! another great Bargain! i mean, Samsonite is a Very good choice, when it comes down to Luggage!! wahaha!!

anyways, bought 2 handphone chains, 2 nail polish and some other things from watsons!! wahaha! anyways, gotta go! bye~

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

well well well! came back to Lydea's Home with a pretty happy mood! got a black dress, a t shirt, a pair of heel, and a pair of levis Jeans! and of course, stationary! bought quite a bit of it!

and guess who i saw?! Balrog! i mean, my MI teacher cum Friend! haha! still as BIG SIZE as ever! haha!

well, shopping for a day is not too bad la.. and it's definitely not enough for mi! i still haven gotten anything much! and heh! i know jus wat to wear for outing on NATIONAL DAY!! wahaha! but i missed something out. gotta go look for it! heh! i hope it'll be a great day!! FIREWORKS FIREWORKS!! wahaha! and i'm doing something! jus to cheer someone up! heh! you better appreciate it k? or else..... heh heh heh!!

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

hey hey hey! back from Redang!!
Great Trip! Awesome company!! was in so much joys and laughter!!
i got to play my volley ball!! wahaha! i miss it so so so much!! and hey! i went snorkling too!! and loved it!! though i couldnt dive down to touch the corals with my own hands, but yea! still a Great experience!! and anyways, the corals were dead la.. so nothing much to see.. except for those near the shore.. it was a better view of corals right there.. not much variety, but i was surrounded with FISHES!! woo hoo!! and i freaked out. DAMn!

hmm! took quite a bit of pictures there.. fun fun people! i love em'!! haha! you guys should go there if you've the chance to.. but you gotta bring a group along with you! why? cause the bus journey from Larkin, JB, is 10 hours.. and if you wanna take a transport from Singapore, it'll only be Star Cruise. More comfort! but less Fun! cause you can only be on board, and not head to the beaches! so why take that?! CRAP!

i saw BLUE SAND!! wahaha! gosh gosh gosh!! was so HIGH! i mean emotionally!! haha! met this other group from JB! and those people with mi know a few of em'!! so they were like, " hey you are *whoever whoever* right?!" haha! comical+ dramatic!! i'll see if i can upload a few pictures later.. wahaha!

anyways, gotta go.. gonna sleep soon!

days spent with you were nothing but JOY! loves~

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to you:

i dunno wat i can do to make you feel better.
i dunno wat to say to cheer you up.
but, i know for a fact that,
everything's gonna clear up soon.
quarrelling is jus a way of knowing another's woes.

it's normal.

it's not your fault that the quarrel started.
your need,
is not wat sparked the quarrel.
trust mi, please.

if there's a problem, i'd wanna listen to it.
if there's sorrow in you, approach mi.
if it's a shoulder you need, i'm here.
if it's material stuff you need, i see wat i can do to help.
if it's emotional and moral support you need,
jus remember, i'm there.

i know,
some things are difficult to explain in words,
and i might not understand..
at least,
blabbering your way through helps.
come wat may,
i want to be the one you'll approach.

cheer up,
cause it's not as bad as it seems.
i understand the way you're feeling,
cause i've gone through it. worst.
and darling,
a quarrel starts with a topic,
continues with many other topics,
ends with a compromise.

i'm not good with words, but i hope, watever i said on the phone jus now helped.
I.L.U

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well, i was bored, and decided to do something boring too. so, i "stumbled" into Quizilla and started doing to the Quizzes that they offer.
and i realise, it's pretty fun. and at the same time, hilarious! somehow, consoling too! wahaha!
a poser? hmm? am i? to some, mayb. but like, watever~
( bitch, i know! )
branded stuff? hmm, not too much, i dun mind settling with something cheap and nice, i'm not at all that a spendthrift..

what sec sch should you be in?

raffles girl. you're pretty much a poser. albeit a 'high class' one. you go for branded stuff and are a bit spoilt. oh well. at least you have brains and you dont type LyK DiZ LoLx.

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

sigh.. i dunno why.. my mum and i jus cant seem to get along properly.. when we talk.. it because bickering with each other.. then it becomes, argue.. and later.. quarrels..
so somehow, i really think that being away fro her for a long period of time is good? it'll somehow make mi treasure her more when i come back.. at least that's wat i hope..

and again.. i'm reminded of how long i'll be away from Singapore. From my home. From My Family, My Frenz and Nad. i'm of course, reminded of how fast it's gonna be of mi leaving here. i'm looking forward to it somehow.. but somehow i still dread it.. as usual.. wat's new? wat can be new?
i gotta hereby promise that i will update my blog regularly. mayb not regularly.. at most i can only miss blogging for a day. here goes..

I, Sim Kuan Li,
hereby promise herself and the readers,
that she will blog an entry or two everyday,
or whenever she can.
she is only allowed to miss making an entry for a day in a week.
She is also, only allowed to not make an entry when she is away from her laptop for vacation.

Promise dated on: Sunday, 9th July 2006
Time: 10.26pm

well, this is the most i can do if i dun speak to some of you, and you guys wanna know how i've been. due to the region and the difference in time. it's the best way to keep in touch i guess..
LOVES~

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Friday, July 07, 2006

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