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Cherryblossom Town - Everything's pretty wonderfully 'yummy'!

Cherryblossom Town - Everything's pretty wonderfully 'yummy'!

Sim Kuan Li Jenevieve
25 Oct 89
Psychologist Aspiring Student
Life to me is a process of living with obstacles to learn and overcome, and climax to enjoy.
Appreciation & Humbleness, are values I'm still learning.
Keep in mind: The sea may be calm, but chaos runs within.
Through transitions, I've became what I am today.

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

a stagnant blog i have here.

after a long debate of whether i should take break from my damn essay, i've finally decided that i should take it anyways.
well, i mean, writing another "essay" in my blog still makes no difference from writing an academic essay, but at least i can make a little difference here in my already boring and mundane blog.
Considering the fact that my life hasnt been too eventful and that i've been caught up with work, i shall share with you all wat i'll be doing for these two weeks.
work have been piling up for the past week and it's so psychologically tiring i feel sick of school.

Events for these last weeks of school.

26th Nov, Monday: Math Test and English Essay Dued.
27th Nov, Tuesday: Work on English Essay
28th Nov, Wednesday: English Essay Dued.
29th Nov, Thursday: English Test
30th Nov, Friday: In-class Math Assignment

3rd Dec, Monday: English Presentation and Math Project Dued
4th Dec, Tuesday: Math Project Dued
5th Dec, Wednesday: Math Project Dued

Everything is dued these 2 weeks. and it's killer. all of these stands a percentage in my overall exams! goodness.
God, please help me pull through with good grades.

oh! i was out in the cold today for about 10 minutes i guess? because of a fire alarm that happened during my lunch period, and i went out without my sweater. i would guess the fire alarm happened because some stunners went to pull the fire alarm to get back at the school.
(It costs a bomb for the Fire Truck to come, without any cause of fire.)
pea-brained people cant find nothing to do, but to come up with a stun like that to cause inconvenience to people NOT involved with their acts of stupidity. God, please bless them.

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Waited for that damn bus from 8.47am, till 9.29am before a bus finally stopped right infront of me. Damn the bus at 9.11am which refused to stop. Even after he saw me running towards the bus stop, which was right where he was heading to. He stopped for a while.. WOW! relief! BUT! and while I was about to reach, just near enough, he closed the doors and drove off. Damn the bus driver!

Anyway, while I was on the bus later, there was this wheelchair user who came up the bus and settled himself at the privileged spot for wheelchair users. Soon after he settles down, he sees a chinese man walking in and sitting right about 70 degree left across him. This white man started asking how he was doing and all initially. Thought it was just a friendly chat until he continued saying, “I can teach you English. All the slang and swear words. I swear I can speak English really well.” These pea brained people, I’m sure. Just from the way people looked, they assume that they didn’t know how to speak English. How about those CBCs and ABCs then? These people need to see the world around them enough, before they open those useless mouth of theirs and act like an intellectual. Geez.

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Saturday, November 24, 2007

Michael Buble - Everything lyrics

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

*You guys should learn to love Michael Buble. Because his voice is so sexy, it's definitely music to my ears! and I'm sure you guys would feel the way I feel!! =)

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

only after ymca that i realised that i'm weak. and really weak.

the muscle cramps that occurs within me are so dreadful!! and it's only after 30 minutes of jogging. damn. imagine me doing more than that? sigh.... however, it feels good though!

not only can i brush all my troubles away, i can go on a healthy diet, as well as burn the fats outta me. my arm, my back, my waist, my butt and my thighs!!
well, jus 2 days of 30 minute jogs, my waist went down by 2cm. and i cant fathom how that's happening!! (yes yes, i know it's not a lot. but hello?! i havent been doing sport for a long long time!!! even walking for a while makes me tired. not to mention jogging/running.) hopefully, it'll go down much more before December. needa buy clothes and jeans! and i wanna be able to fit into my damn Tank-top with an awesome flat tummy that i'm sure will make me feel real good! woo~~ i'm excited.

PERSEVERANCE!!! Fighting!!!! AJA AJA!!!!

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

*#&(*#$%*&q#%(#&#

i'm gonna begin with something, the 3-word poem! and please pardon me for watever profanities/bad attitude you might observe in this post!

WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME THE TEACHER?!
excuse me?! i got all the 70s and 80s, there was even 2 90s amongst those 70s and 80s, but hell, my effing average gone down by 4 marks (from 81 to 77), when one of my classmate's friggin got her average up by 19 points (42 to 61)?!
like hello?! it is so damn ridiculous, and no, i'm not unhappy that she finally passed this subject. in fact, i'm glad she finally crossed the 50 mark border. but i jus cannot fathom the 19 mark jump!!! argh!!!

it's totally absurdly irritatingly ridiculously annoyingly upsettingly pissing off to me!!!! gosh!!!!!
i think it's utter bias-ness coming from the teacher! and she's not stupid to not know that the amount of help received was humungous! argh!!! FUCK!

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Monday, November 19, 2007

while living in societies for a long time, for assimilation, for life, we see and experience more of the negative aspects of it. sometimes, it keeps people pondering and hoping that miracle strikes upon them, so they can once again be the little kid they used to be. with no worries of wat'll happen to them in future. with no worries of how their friends will think about them. with no worries as to how society will judge them. doesn't that make you envious of those little angels?

have been living in Canada for a while now. seen the doings of people, the positive, as well as negative aspects of life. while trying to assimilate into groups of people, i realise i've changed quite a lot. my perspectives changed. my personality changed. while assimilation may be a good thing to a certain extent, it trades something for that assimilation too.

for someone who's once a total extrovert and optimistic, now keeping in her own comfort zone and turning more into an introvert and pessimist, it's weird isn't it? the price is great. but wat else can i do now? i've seen the faces of people, and heard rumours of another. teenagers sure can be cruel when it comes to jealousy and vengeance. yes, these jealousy and vengeance occurs throughout our entire lives, ever since we're given the ability to think for ourselves. and Yes! we should face it. Yes, something should be done if attacks were drawn from others, upon ourselves. However, to wat extent will these troubles be resolved?

guys. girls. friendship. relationship. (thank God, i've none) it's a whole load of pretense.

prejudging. gossips. grudges. it's nothing but common here.

i've learnt, the hard way, that trust should be kept to oneself and, only to those who've seen you through the years of happiness and hardships without placing any judgement upon you.
i'm glad i'm acknowledging these now after all that denial i was in before. at least i know how to face and handle these now. going outta my home country to experience, was indeed a great one. the process of maturity and pathway to self-dependence sped up. this is wat i call, life.

my definition of life?
- a process of living with obstacles to overcome and, climax to enjoy.

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

"it's a process, that girls go through when they're about 13-19 year old."
"you jus have to learn how to overcome it. stay strong, and face it."
"if you're considering to do that to escape from watever troubles you're having here right now, you'll never going to grow up. if you hold this attitude now, no matter where you go, that attitude stays."
"i believe you can overcome this. Jen, there are certain ways to overcome this. if it's escape you wan, distract yourself by doing school work, or hang around with people you feel comfortable with."

yes, i'm feeling emo quite very recently. and i spoke to one of my teachers. was telling her about me feeling down, and that i'm considering about going back to singapore or elsewhere to study. and those were wat she told me. sigh....

"dun you see it's like a vicious cycle? your moodswings come very strongly everytime it approaches your final exams especially."

leave me be for a while. i'd be fine soon. =)

saw the pictures from PeiFang's blog. and i realise.......
i'm missing those times when we went against our teachers as a class.
miss those times we lock the teacher outta our classroom.
miss those times when people look upon our class as the most notorious class.
miss those times we have this huge class outing.
and miss those times we had disagreements and eventually compromise.

i jus hope to have a class gathering like they did on Saturday, 17th Nov 07. even if it's for a while. i miss you all 409-ians.

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i realise i've a very weird way of keeping things up with my friends back home.
and that's from my blog, their blog, of watever social networks we're in together.

i mean, it's a norm in this era.
however, most would think we've drifted off and all. but honestly, our bond is still there!! and that's the happiest thing that i'm happy about.

we dun talk much.
we dun say much.
we dun think much.
but still, we're close.

it's true. if you know someone, you know someone. if you dun, no amount of talking, catching up, or chilling out with each other will tighten that bond.
thank you my friends! i love all of you!

and to ting: i'd bring my uniform back the next time i'm back in singapore. not a single doubt about it! loves~

oh oh!!! let me share something with you guys...
here goes...

BRO!!! i dun see your jaw bone no more!!!!

and.... SCREW YOU!! YOU ASS!! =X
(p.s: pardon for that vulgar attitude.)
well............. i've got my reasons as to why i say that.....

Reason 1: You're such an ass, you dun annoy me, nor do you irritate me anymore.

Reason 2: You're so screwed if i do go back to Singapore this December and dun see you!!!

Reason 3: You're sooo insensitive!!! you're being missed so much by this adorable lovely cheeky sister, yet you know nuts about it!!!

hmph!!! *whines*
I MISS YOU LA!!! YOU'RE SUCH AN ASS!!!
but you know i still do love you!!!

That, unfortunately was said by me, to Javier a.k.a My Eldest Brother.
Imagine your younger sibling told you something like that. Abusive aye? it's amazing how my brotherS put up with all this nonsensical crap from me all these years, since i started secondary school. it still amazes me when they smile about my silliness, when i end off my mean speech with a, "you know i love you!!". =D

this is the reason why i feel so loved!

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

that's the reason why my loss of faith for guys worsen each day.

that's the reason why i cant understand the way guys live.

that's the reason why i find it harder and harder to trust guys.

because..........

guys are nothing but selfish creatures.
girls bitch, sometimes to get what they want.
guys bitch, to hurt others.

Extremist view of mine, some might say.
but, if you hear things like i do, you might agree with wat i'm saying now.

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

why is it such that some girls jus can seem to be independent themselves?

why is it that some girls jus have to care about their image so much because of the guy they like, even when the guy they like is not around?

why is it that some girls jus cant seem to stop depending on guys around them?!

why why why?!

i'm pissed with the fact that girls are so dependent on other people, especially guys! and ALL THE TIME! i do fall into that dependence at times, i do acknowledge that. but i'm a girl too! how come i dont need to depend on guys all the time?!

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Thursday, November 08, 2007

argh!! wat's wrong with me nowadays!!??

i'm being RACIST!!! and racist against who?!

RACIST AGAINST MY OWN RACE!!! CHINESE!!

NOT because i'm not proud of being a Chinese. but may i highlight, i'm a Singapore Chinese. Yes, my ancestors are Chinese. However, i would feel something pretty strong against some China Chinese nowadays....... Goodness......

look, here's some scenerio.

scenerio One:
Walking along the hallways during period change, and there's these group of chinese would purposely walk damn damn slowly, in front of me. even when i say "Excuse me." or "Jie Guo." they jus dun not seem to understand. like i'm speaking some spanish watsoever to them!

scenerio Two:
Sometimes while walking through the hallways, or sitting beside any Chinese. you'd think you're surrounded by some rubbish dump. because why? because THEY DO NOT BRUSH THEIR TEETH, NOR DO THEY SHOWER!!! excuse me people!! there's showers provided for you!! and it's not jus once or twice that i see the same people with the same odour on their body. Some friends might come to tell me, "MY ROOMMATE DOESNT SHOWER!!" and i would say, "where is he/she from?".... "China"....

scenerio Three:
With their HUGE and HEAVY bag, there were occasions whereby i sat somewhere in the cafeteria, and "BAM!" there goes my head. They will turn their entire body jus for one shout of their name. I understand that we humans do not have heads like that of an owl. HOWEVER! it's jus on your left/right, there's absolutely no need of you to turn your entire body.

scenerio Four:
I believe i've mentioned it before, and i'd mention it again. THEY CANT PEE PROPERLY. i dunno about guys, but girls. definitely. there's a big hole in the Toilet bowl, are you girls jus too afraid you'd be sucked into it, or wat? You're supposed to be sitted on the toilet bowl, pull down your watsoever, and pee!! how come you'd end up peeing ALL AROUND the toilet seat? and even after you're done, you dun flush; nor do you clear it up!! WORSE!!! THEY DONT WASH THEIR HANDS!! goodness. and they'd go around talking to their friends after the pee, and making physical interaction with them sometimes. one even tried to touch me when she tried asking where's the classroom.... eew.....

sigh... i'm troubled man. how come girls do that too..... and due to speculation and stereotype, people sometimes mistake me for China Chinese. they'd be like, "You're from China right?"...... "Sorry no. My race is Chinese, but i'm Singaporean."... i mean, no chinese (from outside of China) are proud to be asked if they're from China. why? because of wat they have seen happening....

and talking about races... let me make a connection now.
I'm sorry to say this. i know it's wrong. but there's some Russians (In fact 99% of those in CIC), and some Kazakhs, are jus plain annoying. why? they speak their own language, and they gossip about others in their own language. thinking people do not understand them. This was wat happened in my class one day, i dunno if i've spoke about it before. but if i did, i'm saying it again. if i did not, here goes.

Russian guy to Kazakh girl: " bla bla bla bla bla bla bla............ Ally............. bla bla bla bla bla"

*Ally turns around to look at the Russian guy

Ally: "Do you have anything to say to me? cause if you do, please do so now."

*Russian guy and Kazakh girl goes stunned

like hello? jus because we're of different race and we may not entirely understand your language, but it's an INTERNATIONAL school may i remind you. you will not know how many languages people know. That Russian guy is jus plain dumb and an ass. i'm totally irritated by his actions, and the way he shows off his knowledge for math. argh!! it's irks me to see him talk, and especially when he turns to the back of the class,

*back ground info. : i sit at the back of the class, and in front of me are the 2 Kazakh girls.
continued......

and jus speak to the Kazakh girls, stared at me, then glared at me, then roll his damn eyes! I'd gorge his eyes out one day i'm sure! ROAR!
geez... a long post after so long. but who cares? i need somewhere to chill, and speak my mind!

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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Arrogance. Stuck Up.

hmm.....
was chatting with a classmate, and i asked if he thought i was arrogant, since he didnt know me too well. and this was wat he said.

"no not arrogant..........i just thought you were a bit stuck up(no offense)...but not now....you are just you and are very funny........you even surprise me.........."

then, i asked how come he thought i was stuck up. and here's the answer i got.

"ok....how to say it.................hmm........well for one thing at first glance you seem to be very high thinking of yourself(no offense)..........your facial expression shows a sign saying " warning do not get to know me....you will be killed"..........and you are sometimes too straight with answers and such..............do not be angry........i do not think of you that way..................... it's worse when you have your glasses on................... but it's ok.............."

haha. i got a good laugh out of it.
Most say i smile too much. but he's one of the few who tells me i wear an expression with such scary message! oh well, people with different perspective. I appreciate wat Brian says though. because he's really honest with his comments. =)
And i'm sure the comments he made, would trigger that little spark off Regina, making her remember the day when i started speaking with a girl, with a pretty stuck up tone (unknowingly). right gina?

Jus to clarify to people out there.
YES, i DO think very highly of myself. and i MIGHT wear a facial expression that suggests that it's a better choice if you back off from me. however, i am jus me. it's for me to know, and for you to find out the way i am.
I'm sorry if you dun see the way i live, but that's up to personal choice isnt it? =)

oh i love life!!