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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

was browsing through some web pages, and stumbled upon something.....

if someday i go missing,
will you notice my disappearance?

if someday i lose my way,
will you come looking for me?

if someday i start crying,
will you hug and stop my tears?

if someday i cant sleep,
will you talk through the night with me?

if someday i tell you,
"i like you",
will you look and tell me you do too?

i hope someday,
i'll find that 'you'.


it's rather cute though. an anonymous 'you' in the sentences. only to realise that, there's no such 'you' in her life. probably yes, but jus a one sided thing. who knows?

a "fairytale" romance? a "fairytale" courtship? it occurs only once in a million years.

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Friday, April 20, 2007

haha. guess wat?!

it's INTERNATIONAL MARIJUANA DAY!! woo~
the only day that's totally LEGAL to smoke pot!
hell yea!! haha. i sound like i smoke? but well, dun worry. as much as i sound excited, it's due to the enthusiasm of students in school!! especially the Carribeans!! hahaha!

we call it the Four Twenty! so HAPPY FOUR TWENTY!!

we smoke weed, get high~~
haha.

and Coeus and i went out with Timmy and Victoria's Mom today!! haha! she cooked! finally something home-cooked~ went to ktv and all. dun have all the pictures now, so yea. lata!

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have you heard of the film, Hotel Rwanda?
if yes, did you know wat went on in the United Nations while this genocide wads going on?

well,
you might read this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jNHEOqFIn8

if you havent watched Hotel Rwanda before, you might wan to. because it is a good film with the reflection of the evils that exists within our society.

sadness, is not wat you should be feeling. rather, you should question yourself.
- " wat's humanity?"
- "a neighbour of yours who could be all nice to you one day ago, jus turn their back and kill you jus because you're of another ethnic group. is that right?"
- "why can human demean themselves to such level of inhumanity?"
- "was there anything the UN could do when the killings first started?"
- "why did you think, there was a death count of 1 million, jus within a 100 days. is racism one of the causes?"

well, watch the film first, then watch the link i gave you. observe how you felt after the film, and observe how you felt after reading the link i gave you.

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

ridiculously immature. ridiculously irresponsible. and jus total radicule.

again, you're demeaning yourself by giving that trying-to-be-a-bitch look. well, if you think you've got such great friends around you, go ahead. cause i can tell you one thing's for sure. when some thing happens, you'll find them missing.

total hypocritical judgemental person. eew, disgusting.

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you know wat?

dun you try being bitchy with me. cause it was outta concern that i actually asked if you've got class. but when i care about someone, wat i get in return is the rolling of eyes, standing up and storming outta the bloody cafe.

jus be mean with yourself, demean yourself and jus do watever you deem fit. i wont correct you, i wont explain anything to you.

you tell me that whispering is rude, well, look wat you jus did. i've been tolerating your ways of thinking and trying to explain things as nicely as possible. you complain about us not talking to you, not asking you out. but jus look at it this way alrit. things will not be the same as it is when you dun talk to someone for a period of time. so dun expect anything. if you do, then i guess you should jus drop it.

you ask me why should I be the one who's pissed in that situation and you think it should be the other way around? oh well, if you do think that way then go ahead. but i can tell you something, dun apologise before making that statement of yours, because it's obvious that you're jus apologising for the sake of apologising. and in THAT situation, i can tell you, it's your attitude that pissed me off.
you said also, "i dun wanna talk now.. cause i'd say things i dun wanna say.." might as well, dun say it. i dun feel obliged to speak to you. i have a choice as to accept it or reject your apology.

i can tell you something, when people who used to care and treat you as nicely as they can, turn and stop talking about it. it aint their fault. ask yourself why did they stop talking to you? why were you all once so close as buddies, but jus within a blink of an eye, and everything is over? if you think it's their fault, then go ahead think that way. and if you decide to talk it out, good for you. but dun try to push the faults to the other party, cause it jus shows how irresponsible and immature you are.

fortunately or unfortunately, i'm tired of explaining. and tired of being all that nice when my efforts are not appreciated. jus come and go whenever you wan to. if you sense a change of attitude, you're smart enough. cause seriously, you dun deserve that NICE and SISTERLY attitude of mine anymore.

i acted like you, only when i was 10 years old. look at your age now, and look at your maturity level.

when care and concern doesnt work no more. ignorance will. and when ignorance happens, nothing positive will come outta it. i was being nice all these while, treating you jus like how i treat Coeus. you dun appreciate it? then drop it.

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

today. or rather yesterday was Joyce's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY little Joyce~~
i had fun with you all! i hope you did too!!


A kiss for Joyce on her birthday!

another kiss from Victoria on her birthday!

and another from Jesse! Joyce, you're one lucky girl. getting kisses on your birthday, instead of bashes!

this is wat we call the "Quan Jia Fu" (original) as Victoria call it.

i dunno why is Joyce pouting on her birthday. even with such delicious cake right in front of her.

the Canto speaking clan. i dun like the 2 in the uniform though.

Victoria's trying to kill herself? haha.

a picture with the birthday girl!!

that's Timmy and Victoria. one calls himself Shen Guan Hao. another calls herself Shen Guan Wei. haha.

a "Rock Band" in practice?

Coeus. whose hairstyle looks like Harry's. i would assume it's the other way around.

That the GIRLY Timmy. and There's me. a picture i'm really proud of.
i know the way i'm sitting is sooooo ugly.
but forgive me Dad and Mum, it's jus for this picture!

Brother and sister. well, i dun get this picture with Coeus though.

see Coeus. Brother and Sister. you? KNS. hahaha. kidding. you're the best to me~~
let me pull your hair. jump on your back and make you piggy back me around. eat with me. chat with me. listen to me. haha. wonder why do i still bully you all the time. haha. oops. dad and mum's gonna know i'm bullying you. i hope Mum wont be mad with me though. hahaha!

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shut the fuck up.

i'm jus being nice because you're young, and i do treat you like a sister.
dun give me attitude. cause i dun deserve that shit.

understand?

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

i appreciate with when jus less than a handful of people tell me to live for myself.

i understand my changes. and am trying to deal with it. cause that's jus the few things i can do for myself.

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Monday, April 09, 2007

here it is again!!!
updates for you~~~

alrit, this is my topic for this post~

International Games Day 07

Gabo and Ricky. with balloons~
dont you jus think about fun fairs?

Job and Jay. One's a Rebel, another's a good girl~

2 spanish speakers.
Ingrid Mexico. Ana Columbia.

Tsaimin Li~~ the little girl whom i always bully. hehe

Mr Cai Cai. a pretty boy i would say.

Christina~~
oh well, dun bother bout my round face. i know.

Finency~ taking pictures with the Indonesian girls~~
woo~

ahh~ another Indonesian. but for this girl, Avissa.
SHE CALLS ME SHORT HAND! damn.

fortunately or unfortunately, this is my roommie~~
who's again, an Indonesian. hehe.

Alex, Me and Jared. Carribeans~~

Bye and Tricia~
Randomly shoot this picture, cause i saw them Cute~

Alejandro and I.
Dad, Mum. dun worry~ we're apart.
jus that the camera was zoomed in.

Mexican Hat. haha~

Coolest Combination by Korean Alex.
Tae Kwon Do gi, paired up with Gucci shoes.

It was pretty tight around her boobs area.
hahahahhaa. kidding hun!

Ingrid and Jonathan. He's got nicknames like JESUS!
trust him.

Venezuela Eva.

Sachin from India, with 2 Singaporeans.

Dumitri (Russian). Gadiz and I say he's a Soldier.

How low can you go?
This is how low Rohit can.

Korean KiHwan and I. He's literally trying to be tall.
By putting his arm on my shoulder. working?
obviously not.

His own masterpiece. looks Cute though.
cute = ugly but adorable

Belarus. That's Illiya right there! haha.

Canadian~~~ I forgot his name though. hehe.

China. Flora and Her partner.

Anand, Girl, Chirak (India)

Guy, Gadiz, Guy.
Traditional~~~~

Kazakhstan. Not the best picture i have here.
But those 2 in front? Hot.

Alex at the Back, Eun Soo in Pink, Guy in Red. and Kihwan in Tae Kwon Do gi.

Malaysian~~ I dun really know them. But i think we're weird with each other.

Mexicans. That's Cordoba right up in front. with Isabel at the back with her head. and 2 other people supposedly. hehe.

Nigeria~~ Obi, Rohit, Stephanie.

Russia. Constantine, Dumitri, Kate and 3 other people behind.

well, the red carpet thing aint taken by me. but yea! International Games Day sure got me knowing that i've got friends from all around the world.
Benefits of studying in an International school. *winks*

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