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Sunday, September 24, 2006

somehow, that baby brother of mine is feeling lonely i guess!!
though he claims he likes the environment at home, with no one around him.
Mum's outta town, and he gotta look for his own food and means of survival. gosh. i pity him.
i think he misses me. haha!

well well, it's time he learnt stuff. i hope he learns how to iron shirts and pants. cause i cant be at pine hall to help him with the ironing of uniform. and it's impossible to ask any other guys to help him, it'd make him look too young and dependent.

anyways. went to Canada's Wonderland, with dearest Yumi-chan, Timmy, Victoria, Michael, Chai Mee, Xiao Yun, Cassie, Cherry, and some other girls. Not too bad a day i guess. i went onto almost every ride the suggested. Roller coasters and stuff. however, i didnt get to try the one which shoots up into air and down again. no time. sigh. but nah, it's alrit. i'll go again next time for sure.
here are some pictures i took while i'm there.


Haha!! look at the 3 in white!! the first three. That one in Black specs is Yumi-chan. the one in the Middle is Timmy. and The one doing the "twist" thing, is Victoria. The 3 siblings. =) Nice people.


ah hah!! i'm wet!!! physically wet!! as you people can see. why? because i jus played this ride. and voi-la! there i am. all wet!! with 3 other girls!! haha.


And the Theme park is actually by Paramount Productions. hence!!! there it is. Paramount!!


That's Michael. and again, Timmy and Yumi-chan. initially, Michael wanted to take pictures with jus Yumi-chan. however, Timmy got "jealous" and started to complain. somehow, he managed to hug them and take this picture together. ahah!


and ah hah!! while taking this picture. right after Timmy took the picture with Yumi-chan and Michael, Blanca and Saxo joined in!! kawaii neh!!


Well well well. Timmy was piggy backing Micheal and he chanced upon a trashbin. so there he is. try to put Michael into the Trashbin. Fortunately, Michael held onto him really tightly. haha.

anyways, im dead tired. gonna go to bed. Good night. rest early!

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

have been feeling very very emotional lately.

i can laugh this moment. shut up another moment. laugh again. and feel somehow upset about nothing. it's still the pre menstrual syndrome. sigh. when will my period come....

oh. and did i tell you guys i scored 86% for my Business Leadership test? not too bad right? judging from how i studied that night. i mean, i jus kept reading and reading. again and again. but i couldnt remember much. and when i went into class and started the test, i forgot lotsa stuff. and i just crapped my way through. and i got 86%. not too bad. but i gotta really buck up. and my math. I managed to pass in the overall percentage. i got 53% !! which is a pretty good start i think. i'm aiming for at least a 70% next time. i believe i can do it. Functions is not at all that difficult. =) and as for my Family studies. results not out yet, so i dunno. and English. i'm so worried bout it. i just hope and pray that i did a good enough job, to get at least a 60%. please please please. sigh. the overall mid-term report is coming out on the 22nd september 06.

i dont know wat has gotten into me these days. i keep wanting to study and study and study. sigh. late nights are so inevitable. and i really abhor sleeping late. it mkes me really tired in the morning. and i dont know wat's my body alarm doing. it doesnt seem to be working well in the morning. during the weekends, when i sleep late, im able to wake up at 6 plus to look out at the window, to see if it's bright outside and go back to sleep. however, during weekdays, when i have to wake up at that time, it doesnt work!!

im so gonna go back to my work. feeling sleepy. im gonna try sleeping at 10.30 tonight. bye

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Monday, September 18, 2006

guess wat?! i jus had a fire alarm. it's real. fire fighters came!! and i took videos as proof!! let's see if i can actually put it up in here. like gosh! it's so cool!!

in my room, when the alarm went off. Areej, roomie, this other girl and i were in here. and when it went off. the other girl went out of my room first. then, areej was like, it's a fire alarm! wat are we gonna do? haha. dumb. but funny. and roommie was like, is that my phone going off? haha. seriously. and later, we went outta our room and downstairs. it's so funny. and even though the fire alarm was going off, i was the last one to leave the room. and i even had the time to lock the door. ahah. i mean, i was afraid that if it's jus a practice or something, someone might come in or something. you'll never know.

so yea. finally experienced it! and the cause of the fire alarm was... the microwave in the 2nd level, study room exploded. so, there's this little fire. haha.

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

ola!

whew! slept only at 5 am in the morning. i sure am tired. and i woke up late. shoosh! i really dunn wat's wrong with me recently, i cant seem to wake up early. damn the pre menstrual syndrome. you people must be thinking im crazy as to say this online. but come on, it happens, and everyone knows it. which is why guys always say girls cant be trusted. heh!

sleeping at 5am in the morning is ok. i mean, it's worth it. caus ei managed to finish my essay and study a bit for my Business Leadership Test. it's like my first time studying till this "early". i dun study this way back in Singapore when i was having tests. but here. tsk tsk tsk. you jus have to finish your assignments and homework given. else the teacher will be pissed. and i dun wanna piss my teachers off. was suppose to go to YMCA today for work out. however, Victor and Dicey called to say they wanna bring me out for dinner! so yay! i have good food to eat!! =) muahahaha! i've got 3 BIG assignments and 3 homework to be completed this weekend. i guess i'm gonna stay up late tonight to complete my homework. and plan how am i to do my assignments. so i can get my materials on saturday.

and ya! after all that. i jus went to do my laundry. dunno if i've the time to dry it completely or not. cause Dicey and Victor will be here at Linden Hall to pick me up for dinner!! i wouldnt wanna make them wait too long. i've nothing to wear!! seriously, i need shopping. hmm.

heard that elmo will be going to Hong Kong for attachment for 3 month. gosh. upon hearing the news, i feel so sad for him. cause his gf will be in Singapore!! and he'll be at Hong Kong alone. but it's ok. he can learn new stuff there. which will be beneficial for him. also, he better go shopping. it'd be a waste not to. haha! elmo! though i'm hee in canada, i cant se you off! but dun you dare forget to contact mi and the rest once you're at Hong Kong! also, please, remember your gf and family!! crap, of course you will. but nah, jus a reminder. ahha. BON VOYAGE!!

alrits. gonna go get ready. =)

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

hmm. once again in the school computer lab updating. and hey. haha.
gonna put up my address here as requested.


you can send me letters or parcels. and i'd be informed soon! =) heh.

i'm feeling so so so sleepy. and im late this morning. was woken upby Dee. Hallmistress.
Dee: "are you girls going to school today?"
Jen: *jumps out of bed* "i'm going to school for sure! damn! it's 8.30."
Dee: "ok. but you girls have to be quick."

and after this, we ended up leaving our residence room at around 8.55. and there i go. complaining that i've to spend another 10 Canadian dollars once again. ARGH!! this is my 3rd of 4th time. i mean, i share cost with my room mate. but come on! it's still expensive. i can keep that money to buy something. DAMN! i'm so gonna start work early and sleep as early as i finish my work. it's so tiring. and i'm gonna get a NEW ALARM CLOCk! my alarm clock is not working for me. definitely.

and because i'm 20 minutes late. i'm being marked absent already. hence, i didnt go for my first lesson. and as for my 2nd period. i'm dying to go for it. but they're on a field trip, which i've MISSED! right after the 1st period, Lida came telling me that, after she saw me at the cafeteria for my LATE breakfast. she went to class, and Ms. Quaraishi was speaking. but almost the whole class fell asleep. and our class there's no more than 15 people. i skipped class. and the rest slept. how cool!! =X

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

i realise i need music to study better.
it does work better for me.
i can concentrate so much better.

im typing this down to remember it myself.
style of studying.

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why do i always have more guys friends than girl friends?
people say i'm more popular among guys.
and i should try to be more popular among girls.
it's not like i dont wan to.
it sucks.

i wanna be as popular among girls than guys.
it doesnt reflect very well on me if i hang around with guys most of the times.
i feel like........
i'm being labelled soon enough.

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Monday, September 11, 2006

not exactly in a very good mood.
cause i'm jus being informed that some guys actually have a problem with me. i dunno what problems, but they jus dun wanna talk to me. and i dunno what i did that pissed them off so much, they actually have a problem with me right now. it was ok during the last weekend. but this weekend. uh uh! it's weird.

i'm not exactly very bothered by it. but i just cant understand what i did that made them mad. The guy who told me that they have a problem with me, says he's gonna tell me later. damn. i gotta know. i'm seriously confused and puzzled as to what's going on. cause i didnt come here to offend anyone. i just wanna make more friends.

but nah. everything will be fine for sure.

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hmm.. i jus went for this bonding session with my roomie!!!
well, the whole day yesterday. which is the 10th August (singapore). we were actually bonding. from the time we start sleeping till 4.30pm onwards. haha. and getting ready to go out. To have BINCH, which is Breakfast + Lunch = BRUNCH. Now, we add a Dinner, hence, it's Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner = BINCH! haha. cute! after that, we went to have Bubble tea as dessert. and hmm, we went out to walk around. here are some pictures taken together. =)

Do you see the Pine and the Oak? hmm, it actually represents the residences we have in CIC. we have Oak Hall and Pine Hall. hence, we made that cute aye?

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Friday, September 08, 2006

Damn! i sure love school loads!

Like seriously, i started my day pretty well i guess. with smiles and everything. And I had breakfast with my roommie for the first time. That busy girl. Always having friends around her. =)

in the school computer lab currently. blogging. i mean, I'm still trying to summarize my article. lotsa research work to do. thank God there's internet in this era. else, i think i wouldn’t be able to survive that pile of books i have to go through for my research work. =(

SOMEONE says I’ve got a Singaporean Accent. i'm not saying it's not good, but it's really heavy. Grr. Seriously, it’s time I do something about my current accent.

Being in English 4U classes is a pile of dunk. I mean, it’s good, cause it’s the highest level of English here. However, I feel that it’s rather stressful. Hmm, up till now, it’s not so bad. But everything’s gonna overload soon. Now I know why the guidance counselor somehow advised me to not take so many subjects at one time. It’d be stressful. But seriously, I have to. So, I can try to overcome my barrier of being lazy. And being busy works for me, because it stops me from thinking about unhappy stuff, and it stops me from thinking about Invalid stuff. As usual. =) I just love school.

And seriously, I’m still not in an EXTREMELY good mood.

As what ive said, I do not see the need to keep saying I miss home, I miss my frenz, I miss whoever, whatsoever. I don’t see the need to saying it over and over again. I don’t see the need of even reminding myself that I miss them. I don’t wanna lose focus, in my studies. I know I will, if I do think and remind myself of these things. Which is what I don’t want.

Gosh. I’ve certainly changed. No doubt about it. And it’s for the good. What’s so bad about changing? Since it’s for the good. People changed with different environments. And it’s only good, if you change to adapt. Not change, to fit into. I’m becoming more quiet, but at the same time, vocal. I’m becoming “allergic” to dialect’s profanities, which is why I don’t say it. And now, I don’t even wanna say the F word. It’s not nice to hear a girl say it. It just ruins the whole image. I’ve done rejections, and denied guys as soon as I know they’re trying to get me. I’m not saying I’m pretty whatsoever, but I’m just saying I don’t really do it in the past. As in I don’t make it clear to them that I don’t like anything more of them than just friends. What’s so wrong about changing? Did I change for the bad? It’s up to you to conclude. But so far, I’m nicer than how I was back in Singapore. And I’m gonna stay this way. Until few says I’ve changed for the worst. Till then, I’ll reflect upon myself again and make changes.

Anyways, gotta go. Bye.

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i feel so upset now.

not showing my misses for people doesnt mean i dont care or dont miss them. i do.
but i dont see the need to always say i miss them. i mean seriously.

situation's different now. we have to understand that it aint the same. why? because im in canada. thing's just aint the same. i've changed. and i dont see the point in trying to keep to how we were. we grow. we change. that's natural. and it's good that im changing. it just shows that i've grown.

sigh. i dunno wat's going on. jus feeling emo.

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Well well well, just to fulfill my brother's wish, of me uploading pics, i shall do it just right now. haha. come on, you guys cant blame me for not uploading, i havent been taking pictures in a long time now!!
so, let me introduce people to you. =)

Hi to everybody! that's Poom. My room mate calls him earth. a Thai! he's cute! Taken in our school cafe, Pizza Pizza. haha. i'm not lying on his shoulder while taking this picture. Seeing isnt believing in this case.

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

well well well!! my internet just came yesterday.
GRR!! but had only one cable line, and this means, only one of us can use it at a time. hence, today, i went to Jackson Square to get a ROUTER!!! you must be thinking why must i put the ROUTER in caps! that is because, people who know me will call me a computer idiot! cause, i know NUTS about computer. and when i was back in Singapore, i dont even know what the heck was Router, until my brother brought one home. even so, it didnt stop me from saying, i dont know about Router. Damn! however, now that i'm in Canada. i know what's Router and i even know how to install it without anyone's help! Call me independent and growing up. =) wahhaa! i'm so happy! now we can use the internet at the same time. i mean, my room mate and i!!

and i can BLOG once again! as usual! i love blogging!! wahaha! but i know i blog about nonsensical stuff. you know what? i found it amusing for people to scold profanities!!! did i tell you guys? nah, even if i did, let me go on again! =) well, i dont know what's wrong. but it seems so that whenever someone scold, "what the fuck!", "what are you fucking doing?", "kan ni nia", etc. i will turn and look with my eyes big! i now scold only "damn it!" i dont know what's wrong with me, but currently i'm like that. i find it puzzling and weird. but i mean, i've changed for the better. i've learnt to be more independent. i think i'm growing up a little bit more. but nah, that's only up to people who knows me to decide.

i've been doing assignments after assignments. and i realise, my math still suck! however, it's gonna be fine! i'm gonna look for a tutor to teach me! and gonna ask friends to coach me! =) somehow, i'm loving Canada. But i still love HOME all the same! i'll still be going back! dont worry. =)

well well well, what else can i say? hmm, i seriously need my uniform to shrink!! it's so big! it looks weird when i go without my pullover. =( hence, even when i feel so warm, i refuse to take off my pullover. gonna go do laundry soon!! shrink it as much as i can. HUR! and it better shrink. GRRR!!

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

Hmm.. havent been updating I know. But hey, you guys should forgive me ok?

Cause I’ve been a good girl. Always doing homework. Well, it’s been school, Jackson Square, Residence, Homework, Sleep.

Else, it’d be school, Residence, Homework, Sleep. Damn! It’s pretty tiring. My life is spent away like that. Haha.

Actually, I was out with a group of Thai guys to YMCA. Which is less than 5 minutes walk from my residence! Hell, I was on the mill, and the guys were up playing basketball. It’s been so long since I last worked out. Damn! I realize I can’t run as much as before. SHOOSH! I’m so gonna train my stamina. And I’m gonna toned up my arms, and back muscles! To have a toned body! I’m wanna go back to Singapore next year looking good. Looking slim. But, Fall is just around the corner, then comes Winter. I’m not sure if I can resist the temptation of snacking. Because when it’s cold, it’s so much easier to get hungry. God, please help me with that!! Thank you!

Oh, I’ve like got nothing much to blog about. Except that, I didn’t have very good night rest last night. Slept at 1 plus. But I ended up, waking at 5 plus in the morning.. tried to go back to sleep, but NO! I can’t get back to la la land.

Hmm, I’m gonna go have Japanese Food later with the Thai guys. And my roommate, Gladis, might be coming along too!! Yay! After being her room mate for 2 weeks, I’m beginning to treat her like my younger sister. =) She’s just so sweet.

I think I’ve somehow adapted to the things around in Canada. Have yet to cry while calling back to speak to my family. Haha! Before I came over, they were still saying I will cry while calling back. Bleah! But I do miss them! I miss all of whom I know! I’m feeling so emo. PMS-ing I think. Damn! I sure hate this. Took a long bath. Just moments before I started sitting in front of this damn laptop. Feeling all stressed up don’t know for what also. Must be the hormones working. GRR!!

I’ll blog properly when my internet comes. Bye

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

Hmm.. havent been updating I know. But hey, you guys should forgive me ok?

Cause I’ve been a good girl. Always doing homework. Well, it’s been school, Jackson Square, Residence, Homework, Sleep.

Else, it’d be school, Residence, Homework, Sleep. Damn! It’s pretty tiring. My life is spent away like that. Haha.

Actually, I was out with a group of Thai guys to YMCA. Which is less than 5 minutes walk from my residence! Hell, I was on the mill, and the guys were up playing basketball. It’s been so long since I last worked out. Damn! I realize I can’t run as much as before. SHOOSH! I’m so gonna train my stamina. And I’m gonna toned up my arms, and back muscles! To have a toned body! I’m wanna go back to Singapore next year looking good. Looking slim. But, Fall is just around the corner, then comes Winter. I’m not sure if I can resist the temptation of snacking. Because when it’s cold, it’s so much easier to get hungry. God, please help me with that!! Thank you!

Oh, I’ve like got nothing much to blog about. Except that, I didn’t have very good night rest last night. Slept at 1 plus. But I ended up, waking at 5 plus in the morning.. tried to go back to sleep, but NO! I can’t get back to la la land.

Hmm, I’m gonna go have Japanese Food later with the Thai guys. And my roommate, Gladis, might be coming along too!! Yay! After being her room mate for 2 weeks, I’m beginning to treat her like my younger sister. =) She’s just so sweet.

I think I’ve somehow adapted to the things around in Canada. Have yet to cry while calling back to speak to my family. Haha! Before I came over, they were still saying I will cry while calling back. Bleah! But I do miss them! I miss all of whom I know! I’m feeling so emo. PMS-ing I think. Damn! I sure hate this. Took a long bath. Just moments before I started sitting in front of this damn laptop. Feeling all stressed up don’t know for what also. Must be the hormones working. GRR!!

I’ll blog properly when my internet comes. Bye

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