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Sim Kuan Li Jenevieve
25 Oct 89
Psychologist Aspiring Student
Life to me is a process of living with obstacles to learn and overcome, and climax to enjoy.
Appreciation & Humbleness, are values I'm still learning.
Keep in mind: The sea may be calm, but chaos runs within.
Through transitions, I've became what I am today.

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

hey! currently in Japan.
the flight suck. the food in the plane suck. the service in the plane suck. the ladies in the plane, dun look very good, cause they're old, and with no POISE. dun look like an air Stewardess at all.

well, 7 hours of flight killed mi almost instantly. and now, i've got problem with my nose. and my throat. having a very bad sore throat due to the dust in the plane. suckers! especially the blanket which i used. gosh! it made everything worst! DUSTY DUSTY!! cause mi to feel all so UNCOMFORTABLE.. and now! i'm losing VOICe! in JAPAN!?

sigh.. things here are expensive. and i'm not even at Tokyo yet?! i dunno wat will become of mi when i'm at tokyo. nothing much to buy. SUCk!! argh! i'm like so so so sian now.. dunno wat to do..

after the 7 hour flight. it still isnt enough of travelling know?! i still have to travel another 1 hour 11 minutes to this town. which i keep forgetting wat name it is. sigh.. BORING!! i miss HIM!!! LOADS!

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

for the last time i'm saying.

i wont, and dun intend to giv up wat i have with mi currently.

be it family, frenz, Nad or my stuff.

i'm not giving up any of these. unless i see a need to.

i never thought or intended to give anything up. even if i'm going over to elsewhere.

going elsewhere, doesnt mean i'm giving anything up. so quit saying that going to elsewhere, is EQUIVALENT to giving someone or something up. Cause that's not TRUE!!

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

i was thinking. and still thinking. wat should i major in, in the near future.

Major in both Law and Psychology?
Major in Psychology and Minor in Law?
Major in Psychology and something else other than Law?

so far, my interest is still stuck with Psychology. Commercial Psychology. and when i was very young, i always thought of myself as a teacher, a doctor or a lawyer. but as time goes by, i realise, i might jus only interest in Law. wat if i wanna major in both? but i couldnt handle it later? and jus might flung both? wat if i Major only in Psychology and realise that Law suits mi better? Wat if i Major in Law and later regret not Majoring in Both? Gosh.. wat am i to do? i really wanna do something with no regrets..

jus seen a korean drama. it says, " it's ok if you dun do well. so long as you put your heart to it and try your best." is it really that way to people? i may live for myself. but i cant bear to see people around mi disappointed. and i wanna succeed in my life. i wanna succeed academically!! i wanna be someone who doesnt work 9 to 5 her entire life!! i wanna be someone successful! even if it's not successful in Monetary terms. i wanna be successful in psychological and life term. i wanna jus live my life without regrets and jus live life averagely, jus enough to pass life.

this decision is very important to mi. sigh.
i guess for now. i should jus do revision for my english vocab and math. i need them!! Math and english is so gonna stick to mi my entire life!! i'm gonna try to improve my language!! be it chinese or english!! they're gonna improve!!

and YOU!!! are MY witness!!

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Jen jen jen.. jus wat's up with you. you're feeling better already. but why still sulking? hmm..

well.. i'm feeling much better.. thanks to nad.. it's really nice of you to be there to cheer mi up. you allowed mi to cry over that shoulder of yours.
you allowed mi to jus be mi in front of you.
you allowed mi to whine and complain watever i wish to. though you find it pretty irritating when i do. but you still bear with it. thank you.
nad, so many words. so little time. be prepared to receive something from mi on the 9th august. i hope you'll like it. i've never gave you presents before. i really hope you'd like it. i've so many things on my mind, so i'll take time to sort it out one by one. i need time. i jus do. thank you.

well, my blog's getting boring i guess.. too much details bout my everyday life. too little bout my thoughts. well.. i'm gonna blog more bout my thoughts..
jus had a talk with my dad. and realised how horrible my character is. violent. not feminine. crude with speech. insulting. too proud. not humble. jus everything about mi basically irritates people. changed from bad to worst. i promise, to be more lady-like. to be nicer to people, especially my mum. i'm sorry for being so rude to you all these time. i'm not gonna treat myself like a lil' princess anymore. gonna stop myself from using profanities. gonna carry myself well. by starting from my inner self first. gonna be humble. i'm gonna do all these jus before i leave. so i will not treat people around mi badly. cause.... i love them. i love my parents. my siblings. my lover. my frenz. i wouldnt know wat life will be without them.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!

and, to jh, thanks for the tag. really appreciate it. people change. i guess, this is jus my growing process.. not that girl who's always smiling. not gonna be that lil' girl; that lil' princess anymore.

every waking day, you take my breath away.
every word you say, you take my breath away.

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

i dunno wat i've done throughout everything.
i dunno wat i've made throughout everything.
i dunno wat i did to make anything work out throughout everything.
i dunno why i'm so unreasonable.
i dunno why i'm doing nothing.
i dunno why i'm tearing.

...etc...

there's so many i dunno. jus wat am i going to do.
but...

i know i've failed you many times.
i know i'm unreasonable.
i know i did nothing throughout everything.
i know i should do something, but jus not doing it.
i know i shouldnt be tearing.

i'm puzzled. why am i feeling this way? how am i gonna make everything better, jus to make everyone around mi happy. and wat's more to come in future. where am i gonna be 3 years down the road. when am i gonna find my purpose in life.
it all comes down to a very big problem.

ME....

i'm horizontally challenged. i'm not perfect with my features. i'm no more than jus a vase. i'm illiterate. i'm jus one who goes with the flow of her life, never knowing where she's heading to. i'm watever that's negative.

i'm not as confident as i used to be.
you can see it in my eyes.