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Friday, November 25, 2005

Jus one day of work.. and it's killing my LEGS!! argh!! been standing for so many hours.. got to rest only during lunch and dinner break.. but ya. it's ok.. shall Jian Chi Dao Di!! heh.. know quite a few people today.. and it's kinda fun doing sales.. get to communicate.. learn.. ya!! quite fun la!!

actually.. i dunno wat to blog.. jus wanna blog this!!


cause today's her birthday.. and jus another few more minutes.. Prolly when i finish typing this, it will be my Beloved mother's birthday!! didnt manage to go for her birthday celelbration jus now.. so gotta.. say this here!!

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

PROM is TONIGHT!! and i forgot to borrow camera from my dad!! and niK!! Gosh!! dunno wat to do.. jus tell mi will you?!! wat to do?!! niK's in Camp.. Dad's not home!! and i dun wanna make do with that Olympus Camera that i have.. why? because it captures things very very slowly.. it's like, you found this particular thing that is funny.. and wanna capture it.. however, that damn camera.. gotta LOAD for DAMN LONG!!! Darn it!! it jus wont cooperate with mi!! GRR~!!!

waiting for Javier to be home.. so mayb he can help mi get the camera from Nik's drawer, with Nik's permission.. cause niK dun really like people to touch his things.. hopefully Javier will come home soon..... *prays hard*

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

heh!! EXCITED!!!
alrits.. i found a dress.. a top and a skirt to pair with that top.. however, i got the dress already.. but i thought of getting the top and the skirt.. and i dunno how.. i dunno if i should get the top and the skirt or not.. gotta ask for comments.. Hmm.. how ah?
and Nad is not giving mi any USEFUL advice.. why do i say so?
Me: hey, should i get the top and the skirt?
Nad: get it if you like it..

WAT THE HELL? how USEFUL is that man? Thanks Girl!! HmPh!!
haha.. cannot blame her also la.. she didnt see the dress also.. haha.. gonna wear something casual out tmr.. and bring the dress along.. then change later in the evening at Michelle's Hotel Room.. heh.. gonna go do everything a girl should do tmr.. gonna be real gentle tmr.. hopefully i wont go crazy, while playing tmr la.. heh.. gues wat? my parents aloow mi to play till late at night.. and they'll come fetch mi.. however, it aint fun this way.. cause i cant stay over at Michelle's hotel room to have fun with the girls!! if i can........ HOW NICE WILL IT BE?!!! haha!! wanna go play pool tmr.. that is only if i've got a pool kaki tmr night la.. heh.. who's willing to? haha..

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i've grown FAT!! and i mean FAT!!! this is serious matter!! there's lie 3 layers of meat.. Not strong Abs anymore.. gotta work out.. GRR!!! *im tough ok?!* haha!! and my face have grown.. ROUNDER!! it's so CHUBBY!!! how am i to look good tmr night? *worries* nvm.. shall jus carry myself well and ya.. jus have fun and chill!! gonna grab anyone i know tmr night to take a picture!! wahahaha!! i was thinking.. whi'll be the Prom King and Queen tmr? wat if Ex meets Ex? (mich, you know wat i mean..) haha!! i'll laugh my ass off.. and till i roll on the effing floor!!! haha..

alrights.. gonna go plan my day out tmr.. bye~

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

HAHA!!!

EXAMS ARE FINALLY FINALLY OVER!!!

jus imagine how happy i am now!!
heh!! Grad Night is the Day after Tmr!! how great ill the night be?? *thinking bubbles pops up*
ahahahaha!! and working day will be the day after Grad Night!! such early morning!! haha!! and i gotta go work man!! heh!!
oOoOo.. gonna go trim my hair later!! how nice!!! finally!! after such long time waiting.. but mum and dad ask mi not to highlight or do anything to my hair.. other than jus trimming.. they say, it's not a good time now.. heh.. why? i'm not telling you.. (only a few people know bout wat i'm gonna do.. SECRET!! HIGHLY CONFIDENTIAL!!)
oh!! trouble.. my PROM DRESS!! ARGH! gonna go look for it later.. haha!(whispers: KuanLi.. Fret Not.. you'll find something you fancy later ya? dun panic..)

i'm so excited i dunno wat to blog!! i'm so Hungry, i dunno wat to blog!!
i wanna eat!! but where's my food?
(I WANT FOOD!! I WANT FOOD! I WANT FOOD!) haha!! as if my screaming will turn magaical.. and some food will appear right in front of mi.. HMPH!! i'm hungry!! *screaming like some effing spoilt brat*

haha!! alrits.. gonna go surf the web.. and everything.. wait till i've thought exactly bout wat to blog, that i come with another entry!! wahahah!

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hehe.. im so Panicky!!
i still cant find anything to wear!!
oOoOo.. anyways, imma gonna go Highlight my hair later.. After i've had my O levels MCQ!! hopefully my Regular hairstylist is around.. and available!!
Oh.. i'm so packed for later, for Tmr.. for the day after Tmr!! haha!! how nice!! haha.. i'm hoping.. Praying.. and begging God.. to allow my dad, to allow mi to stay over at Michelle's Hotel Room.. and Have FUn the whole night with the girls!!! ahhaa!! wouldnt it be nice?
alrits.. wish mi luck for the test later... gonna go to bed.. Meeting Mich for breakfast at Macdonalds later at 10.30!!! haha!!! nights!! bye!

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

i'm gonna whine.. and complain.. and whine.. and complain.. AGAIn!!!

i want something Formal, yet Not too Formal.. (cause the theme Aint, "Formal")
i want something Sexy, yet Not too Sexy.. (cause i dun have that GREAT BOD!!)
i want something Short, but Not too Short.. (cause my legs UGLY!!)
wat the hell!! wat an Oxymoron..

HeLp~!! i need help!! Grr!! i'm looking around on the net to see wat i can get.. but somehow, i dun seem to see anything i like.. Hmm.. jus wat should i get?
should i wear tube? buy that Lacy Spaghettie Top from Mango? get something from Topshop? like the sweater i saw today, jus in case i get cold? or something from Forever 21? maybe another thing from Phuture London? Or should i get something from some shop from Wisma (that stretch where you go by, when you're walking from Wisma to Taka!!)?

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Friday, November 18, 2005

heh.. JOHAN ( the supercisor of A|X) called mi yesterday!!!!
i'm so happy!!! he's jus too kind!!! he called, and told mi...

Johan: " hi! is this Jenevieve? i'm Johan here, From A and X.."

Mi: " oh, yes! is there anything i can help?"

Johan: " Nah.. i jus wan to inform you that you and your cousin, Regina Khor Cai Yun right? gotta report for work on the 25th of this month.. At 10.45.. nothing more than that eh? "

Mi: " really? Hmm.. ok.. "

Johan: " oh, jus to inform you, you'll have to wear a black t-shirt (dunno if it is shirt or t-shirt.. got too excited) on that day.. and you are to wear a dark coloured jeans too.. "

Mi: " ok.. oh.. jus to ask eh.. wat about the footwear? are we supposed to wear black shoes? or heels or flats? "

Johan: " Actually, sports shoes will do.. "

Mi: " ok.. thank you so much!! "

Johan: " you're welcome.. see you and Regina then.."

hahahah! i'm like head over heels!! haha.. however, i've yet to really touch on this issue with Nad yet.. she's still very insecure bout everything's that involves mi working.. sigh.. never mind.. shall try to convince her.. hopefully, she'll support mi (moral support i mean..) to work..

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

haha.. ended my GEOGRAPHY paper today!!
1 more paper to go.. hopefully i can get eh.. full marks for my multiple choice science paper? then i can have fun totally!!
Hmm... went out with Mum, Gin and Keeyong.. to town.. went to Paragon in search for Jobs.. and got into Armani Exchange to ask if their in need of any sales assistant.. and the Supervisor was there, so i could ask straight.. Hmm, there was terms and conditions applied.. i mean, every job is like that..
Here are the Terms and Conditions..

• able to work long hours (from 10am to probably 10pm.. sometimes till later)
  
• have only 7 days or less Leave days.. of which, only 2 of the days can be either Satureday or Sunday..
• able to do laborous jobs..
• able to start work on the expected date, until Mid-Febuary..

Basically that's about all la.. Hmm.. but i still wan the Job.. because it's like a designer boutique and the clothes that are like, GORGEOUS!! jus the T-shirt is enough for mi to go "WOW!!" heh.. however, Nad didnt like the idea of me working, because of the possibility of mi working till late in the night.. and she says i dunno how to take care of myself and think it's dangerous.. but, there are sure times where one have to let go, and let mi try.. like my dad... he didnt like the idea bout mi working also.. because he say that he can still provide for my expenses.. hence there was no need for mi to work.. but i really wan to work, and he eventually gave mi the support and allowed mi to work.. so long as i do a good job, and abide to his moral values and respect principles and discipline.. i wouldnt know how it is like to work, if i dun try.. i'll never know how difficult money is earned, and continue to be a spendthrift.. thinking little about saving money.. i believe so that i can work and i can assure that i know how to take care of myself.. also, with Regina around, i wouldnt do anything stupid, will i? also, when i went into the shop and the Supervisor asked mi to fill a form up, mumsy was there with mi.. and i put her number instead of mine.. isnt that a form of protecting myself already? sweetie, the want to work has always been part of mi.. so, why not let mi try ,and make the best outta it? all i wan is the pay, and the experience which cant be bought by money.. i really wan that job.. Nad, i assure you that if i find it uncomfortable in the Job, i'll quit.. jus let mi try... pretty please.....

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Monday, November 14, 2005

I was reading this article in the Straits Times.. it's about Contraception.. And while reading it, i found this housewife talking about the prduct of the Coin purse, which MTV Asia and The Body Shop are promoting.. SHe said, " i'm not comfortable with a product like that because it seems to suggest that it's ok to have sex, and it evens makes the teen easier to do so." i thought, if her son wants to have sex with his girlfriend.. would she rather he have sex with a condom? or he have sex without any protection?
and then again, there's this 16 year old guy.. saying that, "at this age, we shouldnt even be having sex. It's illegal." like hello? under Singapore's law, 16 is a legal age of having sex already.. i'm not saying that anyone should, but he's having the wrong info!!
and again, there's thismanager of the Tent, a girls's home, saying that, " a lot of inquiries that I get from parents show that they are in denial about sexual activities of their shildren. They believe that as long as they have not taught them about the birds and the bees, their children will have no knowledge how to do it." HELLO, PARENTS!! call yourself parents again.. Do you not know wat is called, "PEER PRESSURE?" or maybe, "INTERNET?" let mi tell you, the Term PEER PRESSURE is pressure from people around your children.. those people are their so-called Friends. and the term Internet? is a place where people can find from a worldwide website in the computer. and in this Internet, there is this kinda website called, PORNOGRAPHY website!! do you teens not know how to surf the net? when it's like very popular now. The school'd teaching them how to surf the net to find info. and the government is somehow promoting people to be more Computer literate!! your teens can learn from the society now. and it's almost IMPOSSIBLE to keep them at home throughout their LIFETIME!!
I personally think that, the teens going to the sexual courses which the school provide, is getting ineffective. and because i'm a student, and i've gone through these courses, the videos that i've seen , namely, " Sense and Sexuality ", is unrealistic and ridiculous!! they are all talking about how they are remourseful about losing their Virginity and everything.. That it jus seems SO FAKE!! it's like placing a piece of paper in front of them and asking them to read from it. how effective is that man? Teens will do it all the same. The more you ask them to not do something the more they will.. say their not rebellious. but the will also.. because parents always say, "DUn DO IT. Or else...." Or else wat? As if your teen will go straight to you and say, " HEy Dad, Hey Mum! I did it with my girlfriend/ boyfriend!!" like wat the hell!! teens wont stoop to that level of stupidity can? teens will do it discreetly la. Teens nowadays dun see the value of their virginity like how they used to see it before. with the media and `and the Internet, that is already feeding the teens with countless images and stories bout sex. how is it so, to inculcate your values to the students when they are already influenced through media and Internet?
Schools should strive to be more open to the Youths about issues rather than dictate wat teens should or should not do. and schools should also provide the teens to hotlines that will help them, when they get into some sexual crisis, like getting pregnant. and schools should actually incorporate more messages about safe sex and preventing preganancy, rather than jus stopping at Abstinence.

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i'm like looking for a job around town currently through the papers.. i wanna work in Armani Exchange or somewhere in Paragon.. i mean, Topshop, Forever 21, Mango, Mambo or Flash & Splash, Mayb Surfbabe, in Wisma will be Great too.. however, whenever i look through the papers, i'll only see something like,

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Sunday, November 13, 2005

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

went out with Kimberly and Clara Yesterday.. was kinda Nice actually..
Clara is one TALL girl!! almost the height of Celine!! and she's like, wearing Heels, which made her look even taller!!
went to eat at Food Republic, Wisma Atria!! The Hokkien Mee was darn nice la!! (here i go blabbering about the Hokkien Mee again.. *rolls eyes*) the chilli was of utmost tantalizing man!! Love it!! ahaha! Mm~ MM!!


Hmm.. initially, we were supposed to meet each other at 1 pm.. However, i was late! and thinking i was the latest, i sms-ed Kim apologising and asking where is she.. Guess wat she told mi?
Jen: Hey, sorry Kim.. i'll be late, cause i overslept..
Kim: never mind, i'm not ready yet.. Clara's worse.. Bet she's still putting on make up..
Girls!! haha! but Vanity is probably wat God named us, Girls la!! so, ya.. and the most hilarious thing about the trip out together, is that, Kim was scolded by Clara all the time..
For example:
We were in the toilet, when Clara started helping Kim with her make-up.. Kim refused to and got yelled at.. fine, Kim settled down abit.. and later got yelled again.. like oh my gosh!!
Hmm.. went to meet Nad soon after i left Kim and Clara.. Thinking that i wanna go home.. went to Bugis to walk around.. and Nad was like playing this Car racing game.. which he suffered a loss of 5 bucks.. bloody hell.. wanted to play only 3 bucks initially.. but bloody shit man!! ended up bargaining with mi to continue another 2 times.. bloody shitter!! and i bought this tote bag from Topshop!! kinda nice!! i like, fell for it once i saw it.. was kinda attracted to it la! heh.. I'm like all ready for the beach already!! haha! and whilst we're on the traim ,back home.. Nad surprised mi with a Packet of CHOCO ECLAIRS from Marks And Spencer!! MY FAVOURITE!! haha! how nice of her!! Oh man!! i'm going gaga over choco eclairs..w as searching for it high and low, but jus couldnt find it.. and ya!! she got it!! and gave it to mi!! wahahahaha! Thanks sweetie!! alrits.. better go.. bye~

by the way, anyone knows wat's the requirement of a Logistics helper? TIng!! you work at Singapore Expo for John Little before.. sure you know wat it is?

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Friday, November 11, 2005

okies.. today's Math Paper was relatively easier, compared to that of TYS!! haha.. i think i cant pass my Math, English, Chinese and my Science.. realy Hopeful that my Science will be able to get at least an A2, Chinese, at least a B3, Math, at least an A2 and English, please gimme a B4!! heh.. if i really get these expected Grades.. haha! i'll be able to go JC!! provided!! My Humanities pass!! heh.. alrits! gotta Go!! heh.. Bye!

Ting!! Dun feel so sad and depressed la.. as wat i've said jus now, we will meet up on the 27th Nov, right after my O lvls alrits? dun worry bout mi and Nana.. we'll do jus fine.. jus stay happy alrit? cause i'm here Missing you!! and Mellie!! and and ELMO!!!!! that retarded asshole better come out on the 27th Lor!! else i've shuff a branch up his ass and make his asshole bleed like nobody's business!!! hur hur!! *evil grins*

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

heh.. gave my blog a rest from my whinings, complains, and my happiness.. however, i realised that she had enough rest already.. so i should go ON!! yay!!
alrits.. was having O levels and O levels and O levels.. thus, i didnt really have the mood to blog.. now that i have a lil' time, i shall do jus that!!
yesterday, i got to know this girl, Clara.. heard that she's 175cm tall!! almost the height of Celine!! GOSH!! yea.. spoke to her on the phone with Kimberly.. heh.. she's kinda friendly i guess.. heh.. cause i have yet to know her very well.. but since she's very good friends with Kim, i dun think she'll be a very bad girl i guess?

and YA!! jus this morning!! i had this very very very very very bad dream!! and i called Nad! asking her stupid questions!! and i think i wasnt really awake from the dream yet.. cause i started crying and blabbering things that are oh-so-ridiculous!! i mean seriously.. this is like the first time i woke up and started crying.. everything in the dream seems so darn real!! i mean, i can even feel myself doing the action of throwing things at Nad.. will the dream come true? i really do not know.. do you think so?

i dreamt that:
Nad CHEATED on mi!! for some other girl, whom i know so damn well.. but i jus cant figure out who..
the dream started in a way that Nad and that girl came over to my place to chill.. and i had to go downstairs to buy something for my parents before they come back.. thinking that they'll be lazy to accompany mi down, i allowed them to stay at my place while i get my stuff.. so after getting my stuff, i came home.. but because i didnt lock my house door, i was able to come in very quietly.. and i went into my room to look for both of them, but they wasnt there, so i went to my brothers room and they were under covers.. i could even hear everything they say.. that girl jus insulted mi, and Nad did jus that too!! i saw and hear it!!! they later went into my parent's bathroom together! and when Nad came out, her hairstyle changed abit.. she came into my room surprised and thinking that i didnt know anything bout wat she and that girl did.. i acted like there's nothing wrong initially.. and asked her why she and that girl was in my Mum's bathroom, she said that girl was helping her to trim her hair.. i started throwing tantrums and everything.. we started quarrelling and she still have the cheek to say that she dunno wat i'm angry over and say that i was ridiculous! jus when i told her i saw wat she did with that girl, she said that i didnt have any evidence and right to make such accusations!! i even threw things at her..Things like iron, the flowers she gave mi, and those empty glass bottles.. she defended but did nothing to stop or resist mi, which she always will when i do something crazy or abusive.. Nad later say that she gotts go and when i asked where, she said she's going out with that girl and her friends, which made mi go all crazy.. wat makes it worse was that Nad still say that she loves mi!! even after doing something oh so SINFUL with that girl..
everything was so clear!! argh!! everything's coming back!! i'm dying!! can someone help mi?! is it going to be true? people like Michelle say that dreams are the exact opposite of reality.. opposite as in, i will be the one who cheat on her? or the cheating wont happen between either of us?
i actually think that dreams are the exact reflaction of wat may happen soon and wat already happened.. that's my believe.. but jus wat am i going to do if that really happen? or happened? did i lie to myself and to Nad and to my friends that i'll be ok if she has another girlfriend outside? is this dream a sign of mi feeling insecure? or is it a dream to warn mi that it's going to happen soon?

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