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Sim Kuan Li Jenevieve
25 Oct 89
Psychologist Aspiring Student
Life to me is a process of living with obstacles to learn and overcome, and climax to enjoy.
Appreciation & Humbleness, are values I'm still learning.
Keep in mind: The sea may be calm, but chaos runs within.
Through transitions, I've became what I am today.
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
hah.. official studying day.. I jus realised That, every tuesday will be a very long day.. not very long as in the duration.. but the lessons before recess are like, Boring? Totally!! haha.. but yea.. it got better after recess.. interesting teachers later!!! *winks* oOoOo.. Today was alright la.. but somehow my hair pissed mi off.. and i did a bad deed today.. Mich knows about it ya? i've SinneD!! God, please forgive mi.. i'll amend for wat i did..got Ms suhaila into a terrible mood today.. cause almost the whole class didnt bring the book or didnt even do the homework we were supposed to do.. and ya.. she made us write a letter to ourselves.. asking us to imagine that it's March 2006.. the day when we get our O levels results.. ya.. imagined quite a bit.. and i made a promise or rather, i vow to myself to study hard.. 4 months sound long ya? how does 16 weeks or maybe, 15 weeks sound to you? fast eh? if i subtract the number of weekends and holiday we have, it'll prolly be around 11 or 12 weeks left only to O levels.. scary? ya! very! why? cause until now, i'm still not sure about certain topics and stuff.. oOoOo.. how can i do this to myself.. ya.. gonna start now.. or am i starting already? i'm jus gonna spend my time productively.. and not sleep sOoOoOo much.. heh.. alright.. gotta go.. bye people!!
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Monday, June 27, 2005
Whoa.. it's Monday today.. I'm having Monday Blues.. i'm PMS-ing.. it's Pre-Menstrual Syndrome eh.. Not the REDS.. heh.. (as if you didnt know.. *smugs*)School was alright today la.. except that, i was tired.. prolly too tired to be true la.. say, i was sleepy all day.. and got kinda Moody halfway through english lessons.. cause i somehow pictured the scenerio of my aunt on her deathbed and how she used to play and teach mi stuff.. sigh.. but ya.. i jus have to accept it..
Mm.. i got some sort of warning from my FT for my hair.. haha.. cause it was so layered, and i didnt wanna tie it up.. cause i'll look like a Auntie.. and i mean, a real typical auntie which you see in the wet market.. heh.. how nice of my frenz to tell mi this eh.. haha..
went for Judo later in the day.. back felt uncomfortable all of a sudden during training.. jus as i was going to do Moving U-chi-komi.. How coincidental eh? but ya.. it's true.. my lower back felt like it was locking itself.. and i mean, it doesnt feel good la.. and because of this, i cant join in for groundwork later in the training.. cause i'll hurt my back easily.. My muscles have grown weak.. Techniques have grown to be like shit.. and my breakfall was the worst of all.. due to my lack of training and i actually stopped training for around 7 months if i were to add everything up.. how great ya? haha.. but i actually felt very useless la.. it's like, i cant do anything right for judo already.. so i'd prolly stop being a judoka and pick up Volleyball instead.. it'll be better i guess.. *winks*
alright.. gotta go.. Bye~
Phrase of the Day - -> It's Not What You Leave behind, It's What You Have Learnt From It..
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
jus read about Ting's previous previous entry.. thought about it.. heh.. was wondering how can that guy, come up with such things.. some i totally agree with wat he says.. i'll bold watever i think is agreeable to mi..30 Things Guys Should Know About Girls. Written by a guy. After years of experience.
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just
like we do..
2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the
drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
*when your gf is beautiful, tell her she is.. when you think she's not dressing right, try to correct her.. but, even if she's not dressing right, she's still beautiful.. why the hell did you get with her, if to you, she's ugly? Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder!
5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
*we, girls dun slap you hard for no rhyme or reason.. you must've did something wrong in the first place.. hur!~
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
8.5. If you DO sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
*like hello, would you wanna let your gf have a bad-girl image infront of your pals?
9. Don't ever do anything wrong. girls remember things for life and anything you did wrong will be used against you in the future.
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales. (tee hee.)
* well, who says all girls eat like birds? who knows, when girls do eat like birds, it's only infront of their bfs? haha..
11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy.
11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a dinner by him, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the
door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.
* it's just un-gentlemanly if you dun make sure your gf or g-fgets home safely.. it's bad enough if you dun send her home.. it's worst if you dun even call to make sure she's home safely.. be a man! do the right thing!
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the crap out of him.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
* it's jus right of you guys to do that.. at least make your gf feels secure.. say, your female friend knows you're attached, but still likes you.. if your female friend does anything funny infront of your gf with you.. you're screwed!
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.
* are you a guy or wat? slapping her back is jus not right.. yes, she has her faults for slapping you.. but is it right of a man to slap a girl? think about it..
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
* who says we dun care if you enjoy it? we do! but sometimes, when we want you there, we want you there! be a darling and jus accompany us there..
18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals
19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.
* totally freaky! being in good terms with our moms, is a good thing.. but flirting with our moms, will get you into deep shit! with our dads, siblings.. and defintely, us!
20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like crap, so be understanding.
* it's a monthly thing for the girls.. be nice to them when you know we're having PMS.. we'll be alright after awhile.. and we'll appreciate your understanding towards us.. >.o
21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.
* dun expect we girls to drive, the way you drive.. we defintely have our ways of driving.. dun comment so much on our driving, if you're the one who let us do the driving.. you're the one who gave us a chance to.. remember?
22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
* you're a total bastard if you introduce us as a friend, or pals, or whatever.. as longas you dun introduce us as your GIRLFRIEND, when we are.. you're gonna get it! why be ashamed of introducing her as your GIRLFRIEND, since you're officially dating with her? or have been dating for quite some time already..it's jus right to intro us as GIRLFRIEND!! ( you have only 1 girlfriend, not 2.. intro them in their full name.. intro her in this manner, let's use my name first, " hey, this is Kuanli.. you can call her Jenevieve also.. she's my gf.." or jus something like it la.. BASTARD!
23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
*having you around is good enough.. wherever you and her is, doesnt matter..
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
* you should jolly well know this!
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
* why are we called Girls and not Boys? it's for a reason you see..
26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.
* yea! it's jus nice of you to do so.. dun have a memorize, jus remember.. if you forgot anything about it.. jus ask.. dun wait till our birthday comes, that you apologise for forgetting our birthdays..
27. Don't marinade the cologne.
28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.
* a CD holder is not gonna work.. even if she has loads of CDs.. why did she buy a CD with casing in the first place? it's for a reason.. give her a top or something which she needs or wants..
29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.
*the longer you're in the relationship, the more you're gonna get hurt.. prolly not jus you.. but both parties..
30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.
*you have the privilege.. jus dun cross the line or even "climb up her head".. over controlling her freedom or stopping her from doing many things she used to do, is jus changing her into someone yyou wan her to be.. she'll never going to be herself again.. see the link?
alrit, out of 30, i managed to totally agree with 22 of them.. how nice.. But yea.. i really agree with those i've bold.. but it doesnt mean that i dun agree with those i didnt.. i do, but not as strongly.. guys.. time to reflect when you see this.. it's kinda true.. it's jus basic stuff that you gotta know bout girls.. *winks* hopefully after this, you'll treat your GFs better.. remember, dun be a bastard to not intro her as your GF..
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
7.40pm.. 15th June 2005.. she left us.. Left us peacefully at the hospital.. without any tear in her eye.. she's strong.. so strong that, i really admire her so.. she faced her illness without fear.. she fought, struggled so hard.. jus for her children, her husband, and her other families.. though she didnt win, but, at least she tried..many of us, her relatives, her frenz, her family.. will probably remember her as a strong, brave and nice lady..
i dunno wat to say.. jus broke down in the hospital after her death.. send her off in her deathbed.. she told my uncle that she dun wan to see any of us cry for her.. that's the bravery i mean.. and my uncle, he teared.. but always wipe it off jus in time for the tear to not roll down his cheeks.. jus to fulfil her request.. he loved her so much.. for all the 22 years they were together, went through some hardships i guess.. thus building a bond so strong, that nothing could break it..
i'm gonna miss her alot.. cause when i was young, she taught mi quite some stuff.. cross stitching is one that i'll probably remember for life.. very patiently, she'll guide mi through my cross stitch.. and borrow mi watever that is neccessary.. she's great, aint she?
sigh.. when she left, i was filled with regrets.. hadnt i brought his sons down to eat, they might have more time to spend with their mother.. i'm sorry kids.. another thing was that, i've so much to say to her.. but i never talked about it.. and i've never once took a picture with her, jus the both of us in the picture.. never.. if only i had realised this earlier, wouldnt it be better? at least i still have her picture around with mi.. sigh..
i shall end here.. may god bless my cousins, family, uncles and all people around mi.. and may my aunt rest in peace..
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
I HATE MY MUM!So wat if she's frustrated? does that mean that she can pick on anyone she wants? She's frustrated, so are others! Fancy her complaining about dad's attitude towards he, and even picking on her for the most ridiculous thing ever.. If it's so, why cant she treat others better, so she wouldnt be like dad? if she doesnt like others to do something, then dun do the same thing to others..
Jus this morning, i got picked on, for the slightest thing ever.. like being blur.. say, i wouldnt know when she's going out right? so i thought she's going out soon.. and ya, i got ready and stuff.. then she opened the door and started nagging, saying that "wat's the use to go so early? it's weihong and keeyong that are supposed to go earlier.. not you? i dun have a car now, then how do you wanna go? take a cab and you pay for it yourself?" i was like.stunned? and was so angry.. how can she be this ridiculous? it's not like i did something wrong.. then later.. i was at the dining table.. about to sit down, to eat durian.. she went on nagging again.. and the more she nag, the more she raised her voice.. to prevent anymore misunderstandings and avoid any arguments, i stood up and told niK that i'm not eating already.. she screamed saying that dun eat dun eat la! i mean, it's not as if i will die if i dun eat those durians.. to hell with her man!
she kept saying that i've got loads of time to do this and that.. that i dun have anything to think about except for studying .. ( like ytd, i was quarrelling with Nad) ..Jus Now, she went on saying that, after the quarrel ytd, you can study ah? you have the concentration ah?" like wat the hell, wat has it gotta do with her? and she kept saying that i wont be able to go to poly, not to say JC.. i might go ITE of retain.. like wat the hell? and she keep comparing mi and regina, also Xuepin..
like hello? dad told you NOT to compare.. because i'll soon feel inferior when i'm with them.. i jus hate her so much..
i suddenly feel that, if Javier was home, he'd most probably be talking to mi about this.. sigh.. looks like i gotta find some time talking to mum.. and she's getting suspicious again.. jus because i told her that i contacted him again.. and she thinks that i went out with him on a date.. i dunno wat's wrong with her.. but everytime, when she's frustrated, she'll jus take anything, or dig anything from the past to talk about it.. like, it's already the past.. cant she get over it? and it's not anything BIG!! next time, when she tries to be philosophical, telling mi all the biggy about life.. i'll tell her straight in her face, that, " you dunno anything about life. so, stop your act here, of trying to be philosophical.. enough of your nonsense already." i'll see wat she can say about this man.. she wouldnt be able to win mi in the debate bout this man.. i've loads to say.. though i've loads t o say, but i'm not so stupid, as to go up to her and try to pick on her for nothing.. i wouldnt wanna stop to such low level.. HUR!
thoughts:
LIfe's a BITCH!!
Coeus, dun try to say anything..cause you're not the one being picked on.. neither are you the one, who she goes on "cursing"..
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Have you ever felt, like you're on the edge of breaking down?it's like, you're so high up on the hill, but somehow, you fell to the pit of it all of a sudden..
Life is short.. so short that, i'm still not ready to accept my aunt's illness..
i know i cant do anything to help.. but i'm praying and praying that she'll recover.. her sons are still so young.. the der one hasnt got his N and O levels cert yet.. an the younger one, hasnt had his PSLE yet.. how can she think of giving up so easily?
she promised to be strong and go on.. she promised to fight the Cancer cells..how can she jus wanna give up and let the cells win? wat happened?
hearing that she dun have much time to live, has already affected mi enough.. and hearing that she wants to give up today, jus hurts mi so.. i wan her to live.. i know it aint up to mi.. but i jus wan her to..
if she give up so easily, isnt it a waste of my uncle's energy? a waste of his time? his money? and most importantly, the love he "invested" in her.. he could've left her in the lurch jus after knowing that she has cancer.. why did he bother to go on, taking care of her? aunt, why cant you be more optimistic? i know it's difficult to go on this way.. but your will of living must be strong! you cannot give up! everyone are praying for your survival!
sigh.. who am i to speak somehow.... had an argument with Nad jus now.. it all started with mi.. but she was being quite ridiculous for picking on mi as and when she likes after wat happened.. sighs.. was hurt enough already.. and adding on to my mother's screams later, because i was using the phone.. i was on the verge of breaking down already.. jus so close to it.. i'm feeling so frustrated.. i cant focus with my studies.. my aunt's giving up.. mum's constant nagging.. dad and javier aint home.. occasions and occasions of argument with Nad.. i'm so holding back my tears.. i dun wanna quarrel with mum, and definitely with Nad..
wat's happening in my family? why has it gotta be my aunt? why cant the cancer cells jus not develop in anyone's body? i'm gasping for air.. i appear to be happy.. to be a slacker.. why? because i'm wearing a mask, which i shouldnt even be.. i'm trying to be as happy as i can whenever i'm out.. but when the thought of everything comes, my whole mood jus gets so affected.. people might wanna ask, why am i so different from my public persona.. basically because, i dun wan others who dun know mi well, to keep asking wat's going on.. concern, may be the word to why they ask.. thanks, i really appreciate it.. but sometimes, it jus gets irritating.. i love my family.. i love people around mi.. regardless of, who they are.. whether they are my enemies or not, i still love em'.. why? because we're all human.. all of the same species.. i wan them to be blessed.. i wan them to be.. sigh.. why cant they jus be so?.....
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
Today, is a BIG day for my brother, Javier, i guess.. It's the enlistment day for him to go in to army.. to be a SOLDIER! Proud of him! hehe.. gonna be a man! hehe.. kinda miss him now.. heard from my parents that he called back jus now, and said that he misses home.. heh.. he's saying this, prolly because he misses mi! haha.. (you people must be thinking that i'm thick-skinned! right?)heh.. went to school in the morning for science lessons.. been waking up quite early recently for school.. but i'm always late.. heh.. 4 hours of intensive science lesson.. Mm.. then later, went to the Art room for art.. went there till 3 and off i go.. went home, wanted to wash up and change immediately, to go out with Regina.. But instead, i went into my parent's room and started chatting with dad.. spoke about my cousin, dad's family and studies.. it's always interesting to talk to dad whenever he's in a good mood.. get's kinda scary when he's angry.. hehe.. it'll seem like he's going to eat/skin you alive.. haha..
went to city hall to wait for Nad.. She's jus taking too long la.. always late.. but never mind la.. at least she bothered to apologise.. then went to heerens to look for Regina.. And Saw OLINDA!! She's getting slimmer and slimmer!! i smiled at her and she smiled back at mi! haha.. love her VOICE!!!!had dinner there and walked around before we went for movies.. oh my goodness! Mr & Mrs Smith is a darn nice show! Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie Sure are Hot! Love em' to bits! Ahhhh~!!! *faints* the show ened at 9 plus 10.. wanted to walk around a little bit more before going home.. but it's kinda late and i cant reach home after 12.. so yea.. we went to the MRT station.. took some pictures with Regina and Nad! She jus doesnt know how to smile.. either smile too Broadly that her eyes cant be seen or, it doesnt seem like she's smiling.. Worst, it looks so patronising, like i pointed a gun at her to force her to smile.. but took some pics still heh.. she's jus so sweet! wat a sweetie.. Muackz To Nad And Nana!!! Muackz muackz muackz!
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
hehe.. i feel so lucky today.. probably i'm in a happy mood that's why..alright, let mi tell you wat happened.. hehe.. basically, i went to town today.. while i was outside Tangs, i saw Jean Danker doing some roadshows for Dior.. so i went over to see and listen to wat it is all about.. and i heard the 3 styles that she was talking about.. it's the Glamour Diamonds Smuggler style, the Celebrity style and the Babysitter style.. when i heard about the Babysitter style, i was puzzled bout wat it is, but heck.. later she asked about the question, bout wat are the 3 styles other than the Celebrity style and the Glamour Diamonds Smuggler style.. i was mouthing the word, " Babysitter Style" and yea.. Jean Danker saw mi mouthing it, she asked mi to repeat wat i've jus said and yea.. i did.. but she asked mi to say it louder again, so i did it again, and she gave mi this thing.. some perfume sample and 2 other little bottle.. hehe.. how nice.. alright.. mayb you dun call this lucky.. but i havent been lucky recently.. so ye.. jus let mi consider so..
later went to far east plaza to look for some clothes to try to help Qin Shan change his dress sense.. but realised that it's a lot of work.. phew.. soon after Nad needs to go get stuff from her fren.. so i went along.. ehhe..
later met Regina to walk aound.. went to Wisma to walk.. Hell, it was great shopping! Found a Skirt at TopShop! it's short, but it didnt make my legs look any longer.. (they're already quite long for mi..) and it didnt make mi look like some kinda ah lian.. ahaha.. thought of buying it.. and i also found some others.. argh! it jus irks mi so much! cause i couldnt buy! forget it.. took some pics with Nad and Regina.. haah.. great day!
Saw Sally later, when Nana, Weina, Nad and I were at the Cineleisure's Food court.. haha.. Sally and Steph actually saw mi whacking Nad's Butt.. ahha.. and they were laughing.. How Cute! overheard some stuff which i think i really shouldnt.. But she's really friendly.. Frankly speaking.. haha.. She even asked mi to go Club with her... haha.. Probably next time, if i have the chance to.. She said something that really made my Head "grow Big" haha.. i mean she boost my Ego.. thanks babe! haha.. i dun jus call anyone a babe.. but she's exceptional! haha..
Shoutouts:
Ting, Mel & Elmo: i'm really sorry i couldnt go for the dinner.. Anyways, happy belated birthday to both once again..
Regina: That Weina really look like he's pissed when he doesnt smile.. Scary~
Nad: hey girl, we really need more pics!
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Friday, June 03, 2005
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