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About Myself
Sim Kuan Li Jenevieve
25 Oct 89
Psychologist Aspiring Student
Life to me is a process of living with obstacles to learn and overcome, and climax to enjoy.
Appreciation & Humbleness, are values I'm still learning.
Keep in mind: The sea may be calm, but chaos runs within.
Through transitions, I've became what I am today.
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Hopefully wat i heard was TOTALLY WRONG!Hopefully, Wat i've heard that day was TRUE!
I really hope so..
i'm praying so DARN HARD!
wishing like i NEVER did BEFORE!
If you did not say/do/wear.. WATEVER!
that you said you were, i'm telling you now.....
i'll be OFFICIALLY PISSED!
I demand an EXPLANATION!
I do not wan EXCUSES!
No "i thought", "i did, but you didnt hear is it?"... watever..
I wan jus nothing, but the TRUTH!
Naddy, my girl.. please do tell mi wat happened that night, during that formal dinner you had with your frenz.. Now that i got to know something which do not tally with wat you said that day.. i wanna know wat actually happened..
P.S: Ting, Elmo, Nana, Mellie.. Dun worry.. im alright, and will be alright.. dun ask wat happen or wat's happening.. thank you... really appreciate your concern..
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
Why Is It So, that You People Cant Understand We Girls.. Is It So Difficult To?Why Is It So, That You People Wanna Be So bad To Us, then Later Try To Sweet Talk Us Again..
Why Do You People Wanna Bring Some People Up So HIGH, Then Jus Let Them Fall So Hard?
Dont you people know that, we Girls will falter?
So You people not know that we Girls will cry?
You people do know that we are NOT as strong as how we portray ourselves..
Is it because of the chinese saying, " Ren Bu Wei Ji, Tian Zhu Di Mie! "
why be so selfish? why cant you people spare a thought for us?
wanna say why cant we spare a thought for you guys?
like hello? probably we did, but mayb because of pride, we dun show it..
mayb it's jus mi..
forget it.. i'm jus a Whiney Whiney.. Or Mayb because i'm speaking these outta stress..
Nah.. that's jus an excuse...
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Men Mentality? Fuck those Men With GREAT Men Mentality! You Guys Suck!Think You're So Great? Screw Off! Disgusting People! Who Do You Think You People Are?
You People Are Nothing More Than Jus Men! Crazy Fools! Reflect On Yourselves La!
Fancy Asking We Girls To Reflect On Ourselves Ever So Often, Why Dun You Guys Do It?
Is It Like An Ego Booster When You See Girls Apologise Even Though They Know Deep In Their Hearts That, they're Not In The Wrong? I Hate And Despise You People!
Also, If You People Like To Hang Up On People, Especially If You've Girlsfrenz And Promised Them That You'll never Do It Again Or You'll Try To never Do That Again, You People Jolly Well Go look For Another Girlfriend Who Can Tolerate Wat You Always Do! Senseless Fuckers! Put Yourself In others Shoes Man! You Dun like People To Hang Up On You Then Dun Hang Up On Others! You Dun Like PEople To Give You Attitude, Then DUn Give It To Others!
Is It So Fun To Bring Others Down? No!!! You People Suck! I Hate You People! Screw Off! And Jus Get The Fuck Outta My Life! Cause I Cant Tolerate People Bringing Mi Down So Much! I cant Tolerate People Who hang Up On Mi! Get This Fucking Statement Clear! I CANT TOLERATE!!
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
I feel so lousy.. And i mean Fucking LOUSY.. I really studied for my exams.. But my parents think i didnt.. They dont ask the reason.. They jus think they way they see.. Now i really believe that, " Seeing Doesnt Have To Mean Believing.." Cause you're not that damn person..I screwed up my SA.. i dont want to either.. i really dont want to.. Nad says that i've to work 3 times harder than others, to get into the good JCs.. True.. And i jus realised today.. After wat many have said.. Eveything needs practice.. Math is One.. Physics is Another.. Chemistry's Equation Thingee needs practice too.. Comprehension.. Chinese.. Social Studies And Geography Needs loads Of Revision.. i really cant go on slacking.. i dun have the time.. i'm still finding means and ways to try to start studying.. but Home, is really not the place.. i see my bed, i wanna sleep.. i see the computer, i wanna use.. i see the television, i wanna watch.. i see the hi-fi, i wanna switch it on.. But i cant study with Music at times.. and i've no DRIVE to study at home.. i need someone older than mi, to accompany mi to study.. to guide mi.. Even if i am to study the whole day at home, as long as that person is there to teach and guide, i think everything will be ok.. cause that person will be there to lecture mi, if i slack.. sigh..
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Somehow, I really feel like slapping my Cousin.. Damn That Stupid Retard.. Seeing His Mother In The Hospital, He Doesnt Even Feel For Her.. He's Getting outta hand! No Matter How I Talk To Him, I even tried To Sit Down And Listen to Him.. But Guess Wat? He Wanna Compare Me with his LOUSY group of frenz!He's Trying to Seek Attention So Much That Whatever he says, are becoming Darn Stupid.. For God's Sake! Cant He Be More Sensible? I'm really upset by the fact that she's Getting such sickness.. Furthermore, she's Still so young.. I'm Trying to visit her as much as i can.. But He as Her Son, he atrociously said that he didnt wanna go to the Hospital to Visit his Mother that day.. Damn Him.. i was so mad at him that i nearly went up and gave him A Tight Slap.. Say i'm Violent, Whatever! But He's Really INSENSIBLE! And i Mean I! His Answers..His Thoughts.. His Acts.. It's Getting Irritating! The More I Ask Him To Stop Doing Something, He'll Do It!
If it wasnt for my grandma, And my uncle and auntie.. i Would Have Gave him a slap long Ago.. And people From My Scool, Would've Long Whacked Him! He's Just Lucky!
Cant he Jus Think For A Moment? Cant He Jus Be More Sensible? Cant he STOP being with that Group of LOUSY frenz? Cant he Study Hard And Do His Mother Proud? That Day, When We Went To The Hospital, My Aunt Talk To Him, And She Nearly Broke Down.. She Said That She Aint Worried Bout Anything, but It's Him That's Worrying Her.. But He's So Unfeeling.. All He thinks About is Nothing But Computer, Frenz, Phone!Talk About wanting To be A christian.. He's Already One Of The Gods "god-Son" And He Wants' to Be A christian?! His Whole Family Have Always been Buddhist.. And He Wants To be A Christian? talking About Being a Christian,Says That He Goes To Church.. He Goes There For Nuts! to Play Only! he Doesnt Even Learn Anything.. Says That he Goes For Bible Study, And telling Mi That i Can Learn Alot From That Church.. Damn that Church! Wat Do They Teach? Do the Pastors Preach For people To Not Care For their Mother? To Not think For Others But Himself And His Frenz? Like Hello? Who Looked After Him Through His Whole Life? Who Bore Him? Who Provided the Luxuries He's Having Now? His Parents! Wat Can His Frenz Do? Wat DO His Frenz Know About Him And His Family?! NOTHING! He knows Them For NUTS! His Frenz Are Lousy people! If One Day, Something happens To WeiHong, I'm Gonna Ask People to Whack the Hell Outta Them! But First, I'm Going To Slap the Fuck Outta Weihong For Causing Trouble For Himself! Damn That Guy! Stupid Jonathan Ernest! Idiotic Valerie From Class 209! Darn That Janice From TJC! And All Of His Lousy Jies And Kors Or Watsoever! I Make Sure I Make the Hell Outta them If I Got To Know Anything About WeihOng! FUCK THOSE LOUSY PEOPLE!
If It's Mi, I wouldnt Even Wanna Go To School.. And Dun Even Talk About Computer! I really dunno wat he's thinking About! I promised my Aunt To take care of the Both of Them.. But, I feel so helpless seeing my Cousin this way.. his Younger Brother Is Much Sensible! His results got Affected Due To His Mother's Illness.. Sigh..
I really wanna hug My Aunt.. I told her not to worry.. She Asked Mi Not to worry Bout Her.. But, Her Condition is Getting From Bad to Worse.. I Wanna Hear the truth From Her.. It's Painful For Her.. Physically And Mentally.. But She Always Tell Mi That She's Alright.. Everything's Fine.. She'll Be Ok.. When I Know, Everything's Not Ok.. There's no Turning Back Of Time.. She's Afraid to Die.. Not Because of Anything.. But Because Of Her Two Kids And Her Husband..
I Promised Her To Study Hard.. but The Thought Of Her Condition.. It Jus Affected Mi.. My Mid Year.. During Exams, I Jus Cant Take My mind Off.. Everytime I Stop To Think About A Question.. The Thought Of Her Jus Diverts my Attention.. Say It's An Excuse For Not putting Enough Hard Work into my Studies.. But Would you Be Affected, If it's one Of The Aunt You're Quite Close To? I Really Dunno Wat's Going To Happen The Next Moment..As Much As I wanna See Her Everyday, I Cant.. It's Beyond Mi.. My Parents Wouldnt let Mi Go ver Everyday After School To Outram.. Right?
I Will Try To Borrow Some Books From The Library For HEr To Read.. To Take Her Mind off Anything That's Bothering Her.. There's Only So Much i Can Do.. I wanna Do Something to Make Her Happy.. But I really dunno wat to Do..
I Jus Remembered that, I never Took A Picture with Her Before.. Though She's Rather Close To Mi.. But I Dunno If She Wants To Or Not.. I dun wan Her To See Herself And get Affected By it..
She's Getting Really Skinny.. She Dropped From 70kg To 55kg.. I'm gonna make it a point That i Go See Her Every 2 to 3 days.. Probably Bring my Younger Cousin There.. Sigh..
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Monday, May 16, 2005
Went To school To Take My Phy/Chem Paper 1 Today.. And Also The Mother tongue Paper From MOE.. Everything Looks Easy Except For The Sentnces And The Words Thingee.. Overall Quite good La..Went To Fetch my Younger Cousin, KeeYong.. So Cute La He.. His Face Like Baby's Skin.. *Pinches It*
Later, Went To Visit My Aunt Again.. Had Fever Last Night.. Jus Now, When i Went To see Her, I Brought CLEO for Her.. Just To Keep Her Company, So She Will Feel Less Bored.. I Guess i'm Gonna Go Visit Her Whenever I Can And Bring Some Magazines Or Books For HEr To Read.. So She Wont Feel So Bored.. Heard That She's Going For ChemoTherapy Next Week.. And She's having Thi Fear In Her.. Fear That It Might Hurt.. And I Sa Sadness In Her Eyes When She's Talking To My Other Cousin, WeiHong.. She Actually Nearly BrokeDown.. I Think She Really Shouldnt Think So Much.. She Said That She's Worried About Nothing, But Him.. Hopefully He'll Be Sensible Enough To think For His Mum..
Anyways, Gotta Go.. Bye...........
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
Went to see my Aunt Today.. She looks Very Skinny.. But Her Stomach's Bloated.l. i Really hope and pray and wish that God will bless her.. She's One of the people who i consider quite close to.. Furthermore, she dotes on mi so much.. Since young till now..Hurts To See Her this Way.. *Prays hard That She'll Get BEtter*God,
Please Bless People Around Me With Great Health..
And Please Let Miracle Happen..
So That my Aunt Wont Have To Go Through So Much Pain..
Went Down To Town Soon After.. Met Sandy Darling there.. Went To Scotts To Eat.. And Sandy Saw Summer's BoyFriend.. And i Saw My 2 Other Frenz.. I Also Saw Sandy's MELTIEST! She's Darn Hot! *Melts* She Really Deserve The Nick, Meltiest.. You Should See Her.. Really Pretty.. But Her BoyFriend Dun look Really Good.. *Slaps Mouth*
Didnt Really Walk Around.. Cause Left The Hospital At Around 5.. So, Ya.. Had Not Much Time To Walk After we Ate Our Dinner.. Heh.. Reached Home At 9 Plus 10..
On The Way Home, Sandy Said Something Which Really Busted My Ego.. It Got Deflated And It's Like More Deflated Than Usual.. *tsk*Tsk* But It's Ok La.. Cause I Regained My Ego Soon After..
Sandy! You're Just Lucky.. you'll get Hell From mi If I Didnt Recover My Ego So Quickly.. Hur~
My Dad Seem To Be Letting Mi out Later Now.. Even When i Say I'm Going Out, He Jus Asks Mi Not To Go Home Too Late.. Like Today.. Hehe.. Happy~ If This Continues.. i Think I'll Keep Going Out During The Long Holiday After O Levels.. hehe.. Who knows, i'll Go Shop Till I Drop.. Ahah..
k La.. Gotta Go.. Bye~
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Whoa! Went For a Wedding Dinner Just Now.. Luckily, I'm sitting With my Relatives AT One Table.. The Wedding Was Unusual And Kinda Romantic.. But The Food Sucked! (Actually, I Think Most hotels, They Only Sell The "Brand" But The Food Aint Really Nice.. So Ya..) The Tables, Chairs Are All Black.. But They On The Dimmers.. So It Looks Very Romantic.. But Kinda Dark At The Same Time..Unusual Because, The Dress Attire Was Supposed To Be, In QiPao.. It's The Old-ShagHai Style.. hehe..
The Host Let Mi Have A Feeling That They're Having Stage Frights.. Cause They Cant Grab Attention From The Audiences cum Guests..
Overall, It's Kinda Not Systematic La.. But It's Ok.. Cause Sometimes, It's Kinda Difficult To Make A So-Called Perfect Wedding.. Cause you Cant Seem To Please Everyone.. Thus, Pleasing Yourself Will Sometimes Be Good..
Man~ My Feet Is Like Aching So Much! Why? BEcause i Wore a 3 Inch high Heels to Walk Around The Whole Day.. Went To see My Aunt Before I Went Down to Town.. Wanted To meet Up With Regina Initially, But Her Mum Didnt Allow Her To Go Out.. So.. Yea.. It Became So That I Went Out With Nad..Sickening.. Went To the Hospital To See My Aunt.. She looked Much Better.. Hopefully She'll Slowly Feel Much Better.. Hurts To See Her With So Many Needles Poked Into Her Flesh.. Went To Walk Around Town.. Then Went TopShop To Buy Thongs Before The Dinner!! Happy Like Hell! HAha..Saw WeiXian, Felicia And Her Friend.. I Keep Saying WeiXian's Unfriendly.. Cause He Didnt Say "hi" To mi.. HEhe.. Thus, I Didnt Say Hi To Him Too.. Haha..
Argh1 I Saw So Many Tops Which i Wanna Buy! I'm Gonna Save Up And Go Shopping At The End Of The Year After My O Levels.. Damn It Man! Shopping Without Money Is Now Not Really Shopping To Mi! Hur~
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
ok.. Jus now, which was one the 6th May 2005.. It was a Birthday celebration for my dear bootilicious Ting! Went to play Memory Walk with her.. It's a game of her travelling to where she usually travel to.. And we're not allowed to help her take her presents! haha! Very cute lar she.. I called her a OBASAN! Cause she look like one when she's taking all the presents by herself.. Somemore all so bulky.. hehe..Met Ting at Bugis.. Gave her the presents and Melody, Nana, HawWei, Sandy And I Brought Ting To Summerset.. On the way there.. Sandy and i saw WX's ex.. She and her friend ran into the same Compartment as us.. Sandy Thinks it's very unfortunate.. And she turned away.. Then later, when we were going out of the Train to CityHall, To go across the Platform.. WX's ex tapped on her shoulder and said "hi".. haha.. How UNfortunate for Sandy.. hehe.. When we reached the Summerset, we went straight outta the MRT station and Ting's darling, HanXiong, was already there waiting for her.. Wat a Nice Surprise for her! hehe.. ( She Look so small beside him.. Cute Couple they are!) haha..
Anyways, we left Ting there alone with him and we went to Cineleisure.. Slacked At Rock Master Cafe Till 6.50pm.. Then left to take the train to Marina Bay.. on the way to the train station.. Sandy saw Steph.. Steph was like looking at mi.. But i didnt notice her, until Sandy told mi.. heh.. So pai seh..
Met Elmo and Gundam at Marina Bay, Waited For my brother and off we went for our dinner.. Very Heaty.. and Elmo and Melody got saddistic.. They were using the lighter to burn the Flying Ant.. sigh.. I really pity those Flying Ant.. But I really HATE them! Irritating!
After dinner, went to arcade.. hehe.. played Bomber Man with Sandy.. And I keep losing my life.. hehe.. Then challenged her to play Puzzle Bobble.. Which i'm Really Good at It? That's the only game which i'm good at i guess.. heh.. The out come was that, she LOST! ahha.. Later, took the last bus back to the Bus Stop outside Marina Bay's MRT station.. They discussed where they wanna go.. And Raine, Coeus, Sandy And i Had To Go Home.. Or decided To Go Home.. So ya.. We Waited For the cab to come.. But God Damn Shit! None came.. Even If They Came, They Either turn Away, Or Dun wanna let us into their Cab.. Bastards! Finally, One Came.. I was Like, God Bless.. Or Else, I'm Gonna Jump Around In The Middle Of The Road Screaming And Shouting.. So Pai Kua.. Sent Raine Home First Then Sandy Sent Us Home.. After Which He Went To Chomp Chomp TO Meet Up With Her Frenz.. It'd Became A Weekly Routine For Her To meet Up With Her Frenz.. HEhe..
Gotta Go Anyways.. Feeling Very Tired.. God, Save mi! Haha.. ByebYe~
Anyways, Hope Ting Had A Joyous Birthday With Us Today! Muackz!
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
It's a long long journeyTill I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you ... to you
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