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Sim Kuan Li Jenevieve
25 Oct 89
Psychologist Aspiring Student
Life to me is a process of living with obstacles to learn and overcome, and climax to enjoy.
Appreciation & Humbleness, are values I'm still learning.
Keep in mind: The sea may be calm, but chaos runs within.
Through transitions, I've became what I am today.
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Ok, Let Mi State Something VERY CLEARLY here alright?If you are trying to pin-point at mi.. Let mi tell you this, jus forget it..
i'm not bothered by wat you said, neither am i bothered to be bothered by wat you said..
like hello? please state the facts right ya.. you say that why must she go around telling others that we're no longer frenz? eh Hem! Basically I did not.. And why do people ask you, certainly because they are concerned and are curious for why we are no longer frenz.. Say they're busybody if you wan to.. Also, did gek ming Accidentally Shoot her mouth off and said anything about our friendship? Come on, if you Do NOT trust her, so be it.. Stay outta her affairs if it's so..
Furthermore, i gotta tell you this.. One's tolerance can only be this much.. and if it goes off limits, it's gone.. I really gotta Specifically say this ONCE again alright.. If you are going to give up on yourself, Do NOT even think of being frenz again..
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
oOoOo.. Generally, Today's A Great Day For Mi.. Went Out With Michelle Wong, Michelle Ngeouw, Limin, Winnie, Wei Kai And Sandy.. Fun La.. Though We Didnt Really Do Anything, but Yea.. Overall, It Was Still Fun! watched Infection! eEeEeWw! Darn Gross! It Was Like Stupid Show Know.. Dun Eat Before You Watch And Dun Eat After You Watch! I'm Serious, If You Ate Before You Watch, you'd wanna Vomit Every Single thign out.. If You Think Of Eating After You Watch, I Really Advice You To Throw Whatever You jus Watched Aside Before You start Talking about It Again, Or Else, you Wont Even Wanna Touch your Food! Trust mi! Mm.. After the Movies, Michelle Ngeow Gotta Leave First, Cause She's Got Tuition.. wasnt So noisy today.. Which Is Really Great! haha!Then, We Went To Centrepoint For Dinner At Pizza Huts.. Ordered Hut's Party Thingy La.. hehehe.. Nice La Overall.. but I Couldnt Finish watever I Have To Eat, Cause i Drank Too much Water.. =X
Later, we Went To Heerens To Walk Around, And Sandy Happen To See Sally And Steph Outside Flash And Splash.. They Were Like Asking Her Who She's With And Stuff la, then They Instantaneously thought of mi, And I've a Nickname Within her Frenz, It's " The Jap 'pornstar' " Why Do They Call mi That? Cause They happen to See The Pic Which I Took With her, And At That Time, I Admit, i look Abit Like One.. But I'm NOT alright! Hur! Both Steph And Sally then Went Into Flash And Splash To look For Mi.. dunno Why Also, When They Went In The Time, I Think I Saw Them But didnt Really Notice Them.. I walked Outta the Shop And Was Look Around For Sandy, Cause She Asked mi to Go Outta The Shop.. And I Did.. So i Walked Out And Over To Sandy.. Sally And Steph Suddenly Came Outta The Shop And was Look Around For Sandy la.. They Were Like Smiling When they Are Walking Over To Us, but Sandy Decided To Walk Away, So I Followed.. Went Outside Heerens.. And The Both Of Them Were Like saying, "Wow, She's Tall!" haha.. it's Such An Ego Booster! Prolly Because They are almost Of Mich's Height, thus They Think I Look Tall? =X ( did i say the wrong thing? ) hehe.. And All the Time The Both Of Them Were Smiling Very Cheekily At mi All the Time.. felt Really awkward.. And Sandy Asked Sally, "Where's Angus?" On Purpose, She Gave Us Some Innocent look Which Is Really Cute.. Sally Actually Asked If I Wanna Go Along With them to the BBQ.. But Unfortunately I Cant.. So I Rejected Them.. but I Guess I Was Really bitchy And Rude When i Replied them.. oh For goodness Sake, Please Forgive mi For Replying In Sucha Rude Way.. Cause I Felt really Weird When The Both of You Gave Mi That Smile.. Scary~! haha.. but Seriously My apologies.. And really thanks For Your Invitation.. Really appreciate it..
Went Back up to Look For Mich and Gang.. But WeiKai Gotta Go.. so ya.. He Left.. And I Went To Try Out A Brown Bikini.. Looked Kinda Weird.. But It's BROWN!! *Obsession* So, i Thought I can Jus Choose Another Design.. And I Saw A Brown Flip Flops! Nice!!! BROWN is sucha GREAT Color! Muacks To Brown! It Rules! I'm Miss Fan-Of-Brown! haha.. Was Looking For Roxy Bag.. but failed to Find One.. Saw A Cap Which Is Really nice In There Too Argh! If I've The Money, I Guess I'd Be Shopping In there For Hours!! Lovely! Gonan Save Up money, And After O levels.. ehehehe! Shopping!!! haha!
Mich, our Date! Muacks! Ting, Belly Piercing After My O Levels, Dun Forget! Sandy, go K one day ya?! hehe! And I'm Jus So Looking Forward To Sunday, Cause i'm gonna stay At Home To Study!!!! Wahahha! Exams are Coming.. URGENT!!!
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Somehow, i hate my farking mum.. You know, when it's late, i usually dun like to water the plants.. but Jus a moment ago, my damn mum force mi to water the plants.. come on la, the plants jus look like they'll wither, but it's the same for mi to water it in the morning tmr.. i was like telling her that i can water the plants when i wake up in the morning, but she doesnt allow mi to.. and she was like saying that i wont be able to wake up.. And guess wat? i said, "sorry, i will be able to wake up, because i'm not that lazy!" then she was like yusing something else to scold mi lor.. she said that when i go out with my frenz too much, my attitude change.. hello? whose attitude change in the first place, come back only started shouting at mi for nothing, and even complained that i havent been doing housework.. like fark! wat time do i come back everyday? and it's not like i just throw my plates in the sink after eating without washing, i did la can.. she's just being ridiculous.. Fancy her being a mum, and still constantly whining to mi, about how lonely she feels at times, and how angry she is with whoever.. I really hate her.. she say that when she ask mi to do something immediately, she has her reasons.. But like cant she jus ask mi properly? stupidly, she screamed at mi and i being a very hot tempered girl, i screamed back.. and she yak about mi being rude an saying that i'm being very rebellious.. i mean, i'm a very short tempered person, and i believe that, if you wan mi to treat you well, you must first treat mi well and vice versa.. like wat the hell.. scream at mi, of course i'll scream back la.. stupid idiot! forget it! my mum's a farker! stupid bitch! hur~!SIMPLIFIED @ { 10:43 PM } 0 COMMENTS?
Thursday, April 21, 2005
If you, yourself is giving up on yourself.. then i've nothing to say!if you wan mi to jus shut my mouth and stop telling you about how i feel towards you, jus tell mi, i'll jolly well do it!
oh, how do you know people look down on you? like hello? did they do or say anything to you, that made you feel this way? or is it you who's accusing them about this?
hah! come on man.. everything jus go back to the old spot? Screw off! how else can you change when you always have the damn mindset in your head?
i cant feel watever that you're feeling inside? i totally agree that i cant.. but did i give up on trying to talk to you? did i even give up the hope that you'll change for the better? no! i didnt! you might say that who knows i didnt right? but i can tell you, you dont know, but at least i, myself know..
Escape from the life you're leading? you cant.. why? because you're not trying to change it! you're being so paranoid and pessimistic about everything.. not looking on the bright side of life.. how else can you lead a happier life?
saying that you receiving FAKE care from people around.. hey! at least they still bother to try.. if they dun even wanna show, you cant jus bang your damn head against the damn wall and just die..
I wont comment anything about you not wanting to change, because the choice is yours!
i'm not going to fark care about anything you do! alright?
do watever you deem fit! i'm gonna wash my hands off you and your life.. you wan that right? i'll be grateful to comply! god damn fark! jus dun come crying to mi at anytime in your life saying that you regretted wat you did and wat you said.. jus screw off! you wanna smoke, jus go.. you wanna drink, jus go.. if you wanna have a tattoo, or get more piercing, jus go.. you wanna continue you way of life, jus go! i'm not gonna care.. i'm not gonna interfere! alright?!
So Long, My friend! Good bye!
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
it's totally for "her"You should realise by now, that everything needs 2 hands to clap.. i'm not siding Aaron in any way, neither am i siding Jay in any way too.. Why? Cause both of them are in the wrong.. And if you say that i'm listening to one side of the story only, may i ask.. Do you know wat exactly happened? I believe that there's witnesses.. do i have to ask my cousin to verify? or mayb those who are sitting around the both of them?
i'm not being bias here.. but i've gotta say this, you cant side your cousin because he's your cousin.. Celine cant side her brother, because he's her brother.. Just like in the court.. The judge and the jury gotta be impartial.. They look at wat's happening, and weigh it.. If they are bias, how else would the laws work? If you are going to help Jay, because he's your cousin, you're totally wrong.. If oneday he gets bold and steals stuff, are you going to side him too? Jus because he's your cousin?
If my brother fought with someone in school, and he's in the wrong, i will scold him.. i'm not saying that we should scold him right in front of everybody.. but at least talk to the both of the them, and ask wat exactly happened.. then ask him to apologise and patch things up with the other party.. there's always a rainbow after the rain.. Once they patch things up, it's ok already.. i will not side my brothe rif he's in the wrong.. and i will not scold the other party because i saw wat the other party did to my brother at THAT point of time.. You gotta see the whole picture before you conclude something.. Jumping into the conclusion is just WRONG! You should know the root cause before you say anything..seriously..
i hate to say this, but i'm gonna say this..
Firstly, If you are in a rush to somewhere with somebody, you can always tell mi.. i'll let you go.. i'm not that unreasonable am i?
Secondly, by saying that "even if it's my cousin's fault, i cannot also cannot do anything right?" is just an excuse.. you can always do something about it.. like i said, know the root cause before you determine who's in the wrong..
Thirdly, did you exactly saw wat happened between the both of them? did you actually saw Aaron scratching Jay's neck? Even if he did, who started everything again? Jay or Aaron?
Lastly, if you wanna just shoot your mouth off like that by saying " then? then? then? then? then? " then i can tell you, i'm really mad at you.. seriously i am.. cause i think, you were already at fault by saying that.. and at that point in time when i'm talking to you, were you trying to push the blame to Aaron? you may say no, but let mi tell you, the whole group of us actually feel so.. honestly..
i'm only being honest here.. and also, by saying that you hate the girl you are right now, and not doing anything to it, it doesnt help.. you may have tried.. but did you try hard enough?
And by saying, "Tried being threaten by ur parents everyday?", "Tried living a life without a father for 10 freakin years?", "Tried being used and dump?", "Tried living alone without a word of care & concern?" is not going to help you in any way.. it cant be an excuse for you to be like that.. i know wat happened that made you change.. but i can tell you, if you continue this way, i'm seriously concerned that how will others look at you when you leave this school and to the society.. have you every thought of how others will look at you?
About you saying, "Think I like speakin to others in a rude way? It's already beyond my control...", do you think it's beyond your control? i think not.. it's just that you;re not trying hard enough.. not hard enough for you to change.. not enough determination to make you change.. I can truly tell you that everything was jus an excuse.. it may be the truth, but it is not right.. it is not even valid.. neither is it logical.. if you have the determination and you truly, sincerely tried hard enough, i can tell you, by now, people would have seen changes in you.. if you need help, our school's counsellor is there for you.. i believe they are willing to help.. and they are definitely able to keep secrets.. if you dun feel comfortable with them, because you've spoke to them before, the centre at my opposite block, is there.. there's counsellors.. if you need help, jus approach people.. people who are able to help..
i'm not hating you, neither am i against you or wat.. but please do understand that i would wan you to know how i feel.. Go think about wat i've jus said.. It's time for you to grow up and think for yourself already.. people around you cant be there for you forever..
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
OK.. i know.. i know.. i havent been blogging here.. heh.. that's because i've another blog.. but it's for school use.. For My English Journal.. Jus Finished Blogging There.. Mm.. Good News Here! Mr Harold Goh, My Physics Teacher.. Is Going To Sign Mi Up For The Interschool Blogging Competition! How Great Is That? I'm So looking FOrward To It.. Though It's During The June Holidays, And I've Gotta Do Preparation For My Art And Prelims,, I definitely Do Not Mind Joing That Competition.. And i Believe I Wont Regret, Due To The Hectic Schedule! It's My Last Year In East View! Come On! I Need Your support! If i Make Another Account And I've The Website Already.. PLEASE Do Come Visit That Webby More Often! There'll Be Some Issues Going Around In There! I need your help!Heh.. Ok.. Gonna Go Study For My SS now.. Having Test Tomorrow! Bye People! Love And Kisses!
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Dip it low - Christina MilianVerse 1:
Says he wants you
He says he needs you
It's real talking
Why not make him wait for you
If he really wants you
If he really needs you
Really got to have you
Take your time and feel him out
When it's a good boy
I mean a really really good boy
Why not let him lay with you
That's when you give it to him good
Chorus:
Dip it low
Pick it up slow
Roll it all around
Poke it out like your back broke
Pop pop pop that thing
Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"
Dip it low
Pick it up slow
Roll it all around
Poke it out like your back broke
Pop pop pop that thing
Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"
Verse 2:
You getting bold
He growin' cold
It's just the symptoms of young love
Growin' old
You think it's time
And your thinking of leaving
But give it time
It's late at night
He's coming home
Meet him at the door with nothin' on
Take him by the hairLet him know what's on
If you understand me
Yall come on
Bridge:
All my ladies wind it up
If you know just how to move (mooove)
All my fellas jump behind
And show her what you want to do
(show her what you got daddy)
All my ladies wind it up
If you know just how to move
All my fellas jump behind
And show her what you want to do
(ouuuh..wouh ouh)
Chorus:
Dip it low
Pick it up slow (ohhh)
Roll it all around
Poke it out like your back broke
Pop pop pop that thing
Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"
(ima show you how to make him)
Dip it low (ouhhh)
Pick it up slow
Roll it all around
Poke it out like your back broke
Pop pop pop that thing
Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"
*Music Break*
We can move
If you wanna
5XChorus:
Dip it low
Pick it up slow (ohhh)
Roll it all around
Poke it out like your back broke
Pop pop pop that thing
Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"
(ima show you how to make him)
Dip it low (ouhhh)
Pick it up slow
Roll it all around
Poke it out like your back broke
Pop pop pop that thing
Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"
Dip it low
Pick it up slow (ohhh)
Roll it all around
Poke it out like your back broke
Pop pop pop that thing
Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"
(ima show you how to make him)
Dip it low (ouhhh)
Pick it up slow
Roll it all around
Poke it out like your back broke
Pop pop pop that thing
Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"
It's Sucha Sexy Songs~ Ouhh! At least To Mi? Ahaha..
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woots~! i'm sick! sick! sick! Sandy's Sick Also.. why? wHy? WHY? Why's The Stupid Flu Virus Going Around?Michelle's Down With Flu.. PeiFang's Sick Also.. Sandy's Sick Too.. And I'm Sick Also! Mine's A On/Off Thing.. But It Feels So Terrible.. Jus Like How I'm Feeling Now.. eEeEeWw.. *Face Turning Green*
I So Feel Like Banging My Head On The Wall, Till It Bleeds.. So, I Might Feel Better That Way.. But's It'll Be Pure Stupidity If I do That! So, Nono! Not Gonna "DownGrade" Myself, To Such A Level Of Stupidity..
oOoOoHhHh.. Jus Read My Brother's Government Service Letter.. He's Gonna Go On 9th June This YEar!! How Nice.. *Roll Eyes* Sigh.. So Soon.. I wanna Go When He's Reporting There.. Wanna Go Look Around.. *Jumps With Excitement* But Then Again.. I Wanna Go Out Too.. It's The 9th Man! Hello? I'm Always out On A Date that Day.. Heh.. Dunno Which To Decide.. But Bro's Gonna Go in.. I Wanna Go.. Caught In the Middle.. Argh! It's So Infuriating Sometimes.. When I Happen To Have Something On, On One day Or Another.. it Always Happens That there's Another Appointment With My Family.. *boo hoo*
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
haha.. i'm so so so happy for Nana! Why? Ask her yourself la..haha..
k.. Today's the 9th! Love The Number! It's been a year and 8 months! haha.. how nice! oOoOo.. Went Out With Michelle, Mu Hua, Vincent And Sandy! Was Kinda Sian la.. But Darn Happy To See Mchelle.. And Muhua Was Acting "Cool" La.. by Putting His Shades At The Back Of His Collar.. haha..
Was Really Happy Today.. Got To Spend Time With Sandy.. She's Very Sweet Today.. Not Much Of Arguments. But Small Debates.. Cute La The Both Of Us.. Was At Plaza Singapura All the Time.. Watch Samara And Had Dinner Later.. Was Crapping And Stuff.. I Love The ending Of Samara! It's Like, Sandy Was Blowing His Nose When The Whole Theatre Was Quiet.. It Was So Loud That People Started Giggling And Stuff.. AHaha.. Funny La She! Always Doing These Kinda Things.. Also, The Part Where The Lady, Rachel Said To Samara.. "I'm Not Your FUCKIN' Mommy!" haha..Fun Man!
Miach Was Still Sick.. And whenever She Starts Laughing, She'll Start Coughing.. And I Suddenly Feel That MICHELLE'S CHANGED! And I Mean REALLY CHANGED! Why? Cause She's Like Growing Up Already.. Speaking Quite Differently Now, Compared To Last Year! CONGRATS GIRL! AHah.. Does This Sound Sarcastic To You! Muahahaha! Nah La.. But Seriously Speaking This Is How I Feel..
Elmo Was Supposed To be OUt With Us.. But Unfortunately.. He Got Sick.. Wonder How He Is.. Gonna Sms Him Later Or Something La.. Hopefully He Takes Care, And Gets Well Soon..
Mm.. Sandy Should Be At The Hotel Now With His Frenz.. but Instead, She Went KTV.. Haha.. Damn That Bitch! ahah.. Kidding! Went There To Have Fun! Seem To Be In A Rather Happy Mood! That Girl Ah! Never Stop Having FUn.. Doesnt Even Act Like a 19.. Initially She Wanted To Bring Mi there And Chill Out With Her And Her Frenz.. but It Got Kinda Late.. So, I Didnt Go.. and Furthermore It's At Suntec There.. Near Pan Pacific.. Kinda Far la.. ahah.. Shit Man! I'm So In The Mood To Sing! Was Talking To Her On The Phone A Moment Ago.. And I Started Singing quite Abit.. AHha.. Fancy Mi Singing At Home.. Shall Go Singing Another Time.. After My Chinese O Levels Exams.. to Loosen Up..
Oh.. by The Way.. I've A Notice!
K.. On The 16th April.. Which Is This Month.. Saturday.. There'll be A Trip To Sentosa.. To Celebrate One Of My Frenz Birthday.. but Many Are Welcome.. Jus Mix Around And Stuff.. Easy La.. Hehe.. AnyOne Who's Interested To Go, Jus Msn Mi, SMS Mi, Or Tag Mi Ya.. I'll try To Get Back To You ASAP! Come On Man! Let's Go Chill Out And Have Fun!
k.. let mi first Settle those who are living Around My Area..
Venue To Meet: Tampines MRT Control Station..
Date: Saturday, 16th April 2005
Time: 8 a.m
Things To Bring: BeachWear, Your Personal Stuff And Yourself..
P.S: Keep Your Happy Mood There!
Now, Those Who Are Away From My Area.. Prolly Around Punggol Or After Simei..
Venue To Meet: Harbour Front MRT Control Station
Date: Saturday, 16th April 2005
Time: 9.15 a.m
Things To Bring: BeachWear, YourPersonal Stuff And Yourself..
P.S: Please MSN/SMS/Tag/Call Mi If You're Going To HarbourFront To Meet Us.. Thanks!
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Friday, April 08, 2005
i'm worried..totally worried..
fear's rising in mi..
dad's keeping things to himself..
many things to himself..
health..
financial..
problems..
worries..
i really dunno wat to do..
i'd rather be the one who's not alright,
than to see my dad like that..
i'm really upset..
wondering,
why doesnt dad say anything about his troubles to us..
why doesnt he share things with us..
we're a family arent we?
he shares the joy with us..
but wat bout his sorrows, troubles?
i need daddy to tell mi things..
i dun wan to hear him say he's alright when he's not..
i dun wanna hear him saying that it doesnt hurt,
when it hurts so much..
too much for him to bear,
tht he have to hide in the toilet,
alone..
to hide his pain from us..
jus to let us think he's alright..
accidents do have a long term effect..
did the doctors not check on him properly?
or is it work that dad's conditions became worst?
i dunno..
mum asked if he wants to see a doc..
he says, "No.."
why?
because he doesnt wanna waste money..
reason being,
he wants to save the money for all 4 of us to further our studies..
i dun wanna see him hiding his pain..
i wan him to share with us..
dad..have i ever told you how much i love you?
how much i care for you?
how much i yearn to see you happy..
how much i yearn to do you proud..
dad..
i really love you..
i wanna let you know..
i wanna let the whole world know about it..
i wanna let you know tha ti care..
i know actions speak louder than words..
but i dunno how to really care..
i jus dunno how to put it..i care for you..
right in my heart..
i wan you to be blessed..
i wan you to be a fit as a fiddle..
sighs~
i'm lost..
i dunno wat to do..
i always complain that he's not giving mi enough freedom and stuff..
but, he is..
he's jus protecting mi..
that's all..
but, one thing for sure..
i think,
when he really starts to let go,
he'll not see mi at home..
cause,
i'll wanna enjoy that kinda freedom i have..
i wanna have a heart to heart talk with my dad..
i wanna tell him how i feel in this family..
about everything..
but he's unwell..
i dun wan a blow for him..
i dun wan him to be vexed..
his getting on ages..
i dun wan him to worry and think so much..
Sighs~
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
To you people out there.. Mayb i'm writing crappy stuff in here.. but i'm jus typing out my thoughts.. i've been feeling weird lately.. that's why.. i'm alright.. everything in this post may sound super immature.. do pardon mi..Do you actually get envious of someone? or something?
i'm actually envious of people..
people who can go out till late at night.. or mayb stay out the whole night..
jus to have fun!
but can i?
how old will i be able to do that?
or mayb be officially allowed to?
21?
when my teenage years are gone?
when i'm all matured,
and not so crazy anymore?
how long do i still have to wait?
i dun exactly know how i'm feeling now..
i'm feeling sad in a way..
and envious in another..
sad cause..
She's actually out having fun with her frenz..
envious cause..
Sally can actually be there..
with WX, JW And A*G**..
Most importantly Sandy..
i'm like missing all of the "fun"..
immature i am..
i dunno why i'm feeling this way too..
God, Please Bless Mi...
Please Guide Mi To Happiness..
Guide Mi To Pursue Things That I've Always Said I've Wanted To..
Please..
Sometimes,
i do miss her.. and i mean, really miss..
where is she?
i wanna hug her..
i wanna spend time with her..
jus her, and her only..
jus spending time together..
watching movies..
playing Volley together..
Or Mayb Jus Dining Together..
As long as i get to see her..
i dun wan another shoulder for mi to lean on..
i jus wan to see you!
i really miss you!!
i dun wanna waste time hogging on the phone,
and not doing my work too..
i dun wanna idle around all day long,
jus doing nothing,
other than talking on the phone..
I wanna study..
but, it jus happens that i hog on the phone alot..
for hours..
why?
basically, because we dun meet often..
unlike others..
they meet often, so they can always talk when they see each other..
without having to hog on the phone for hours..
i jus hope to meet her, as often as i can...
but, can i?
i hate to keep others in the dark..
i hate to be "intterogated" whenever i'm going out..
though it's outta concern..
i hate to get into trouble with my parents..
i jus wanna have fun while i'm out..
regardless of who i'm with..
but i cant really enjoy myself..
cause my parents will call up on mi..
can i have the freedom, that's without limits?
i yearn to be like the Princesses in Fairytales..
like a little Bird, flying in the Sky without Boudaries..
like a little Fish, swimming in the open sea..
I wanna be free..
Free Of Myself..
Free Of the Limitations..
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
k.. Jus Came Back From malaysia.. For Qing Ming Jie.. To Sao Mu Lor.. Sighs~ Didnt Go Sao Mu, Cause Of Certain Reasons~ Instead, Stayed At My Grandma's Place To Help Her Do Something.. Hehe.. Woke Up Super Early Can.. Woke Up At 3 Plus.. Then Stared At Nothing For Damn Long Before My Dad Came Kncking On The Dorr Saying That We're Leaving At 5.. When It Was Like, 4.32am? Instead of 5.. We Left 5 minutes Earlier.. Super Fast Right? Haha.. Slept In The Car With my Leg Over Coeus's Leg.. Wah~ So Shiok.. At Least I Wont feel So Uncomfortable.. Heeh.. Thanks Bro~!Mm.. Basically Did Nothing There La~ Played With My Cousin, SanWang.. So Cute.. Very Attitude.. But In A Cute Baby Way La.. Hopefully He Wont Be Like His Brothers.. So Naughty And Disrespectful.. Hur~ Dunno is Because Their Still young Or Wat la.. Forget it.. Went Of At 4-5 Plus.. And Only Reached Home At 7 Plus 8.. Heh.. Super Long.. Jam La.. but Dad Was Smart.. Know Which Lane To Cut And Stuff.. Oh, There Was This Idiot MuthaFarker, Horn At My Dad And Still dare To Point At Us.. Fool! Cant You See That It's A One Lane Only? LaoLan Like Hell.. So Wat If You're Driving A Car? Aint My Dad Driving Too? I Pointed Back At Him With my Eyes So Big And He Stared Back, Then I Show Him A Damn Bitchy Attitude face La.. Haha.. He's Jus Lucky That niK Didnt Know Wat He Did.. Or Else niK Will Be So Pissed Off That He Wanna Whack The Farker Up.. Like MI.. EHhe..
k La.. Gotta Go Take Medicine Aredi.. I'm Down With Flu And Sore Throat.. Fever's Coming Up i guess..
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
haha.. it was madness at nana's place la! All Peepz was there.. Basically wat We Did There Was Out To Eat Supper, At The Park Till 2 Plus 3.. Then Gina, Louis, Ting And Mellie Suddenly Went Saddistic! They went All Over To look For Insects! And Guess Wat? they Killed A Worm!! By Burning It, And Elmo Jus Picked Up A Bloody Stone And *SmASH* The Worm Jus Tore And Became 3 Parts! I Was Like, eEeEeWw~! But Nice La.. And Louis was Crazy La.. Saw 2 Spiders Jus Now, Then After Killing The Worn, He Went Around To look For The 2 Spiders.. The Reason Of Why He Was Frantically Looking For Spiders Is Because, He's Not Afraid Of Them And Thought They Were FuN Or Something Like That.. Cute La He.. Then Later In The Night, We Went Up To Nana's house And Stayed In The Room, With 2 Lightsticks In The Room..Strated Talking Bout Ghost Stories And Stuff.. Then Sandy Went, "Do You Know When We Are Talking Buot This, they Are Around Us Listening?" Fark la.. She's Like Stupid Can.. Freaked Mi Out So Much! Sickening Shit.. Bite Him! I Was Like Shaking Lor.. So They Moved On To Aother Topic Bout Witch Craft, Cults And Things Like That, Suddenly they Went Back to The Ghost Story Topic Again.. Sick Shits Man.. But It's ok la.. Cause All Are My PRECIOUS! Love Them Alot! Then, We Talk Till 5 PLus 6.. And Nana Was Tired.. Sandy And I Was, So We Slept First, Then Ting And Mellie Went Stomach-Talking.. So Romantic~ *dreams* So To Say.. And Elmo Was Like Talking Rubbish la.. Idiotic.. but Glad He, Ting And Mel Spoke Rubbish Lor.. So They'll be Happier? Mm.. Hopefully More Of These Activities Will Come, So We'll Hang Out More Often.. Mm~ And Jus Have Fun! Fun! And More Fun! Loves~
Nana: Can Dun Jus Stay Around Punggol Next Time? Mayb Go Eat Durian Or Something? Or Mayb Rent Bike And Go Cycling Around..
Ting: Rape Mission Failed.. Sighs~ Cause Guys Are There.. But Nevermind.. Next Time I'll Turn HardCore! Haha.. *Muacks~*
Mellie: I Sure Love You loads Man! Dun ***** Too Much k.. Not Good For You.. *Muackz~*
Sandy: I'm Still Hoping That You'd Get Your Driving Licence Soon.. I Know It's Expensive, But Try T Go For The Practice Lor.. Heh.. Dun be sucha SpendThrift La~ *Whines*
Louis: We're Gonna Ambush And Rape You The NExt Time We Have This Kinda Activity.. Hur~
Elmo: Rubbish La You.. Saddistic Leh.. Did You See How The Worm Got Torn Apart.. You're A Murderer.. Gonna Sue And You'll Be FOund Guilty!!! bLeAh~!
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