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Wednesday, April 02, 2008 remember the time you looked at someone of the opposite sex, and your jaw dropped halfway but still eager to exclaim, "OMG! HE'S SOOOO HOT!"geez KIMMI! you got me recalling about a guy whom i DONT even know!! (as in, i don't know him in person, but i do know who he is. ) anyways, i've recently reflected upon my life, yet again. (i do that once every so often cause i don't wanna be feeling like i'm nowhere near the maturity level of people my age.) and i realise, i really havent done anything that requires much effort, nor have i done anything productive! jus the thought about this had caused me insomnia just a few nights ago. geez. not impressed. not at all. but i'm gearing up my engines to get on with my studies! just recently also, i feel the urgency to lose weight! looking back at the pictures i used to take when i was visibly slimmer, it made me feel a little inferior with my current appearance (compared with how it used to be). it also got me thinking about my height. i personally would wanna be taller (168cm; i'm standing at only 160cm) so i would allow my secret desire to have at least the opportunity to take over me. however, given the circumstance now, it's not possible at all. i'm over the puberty stage where changes of our body is made rapidly and drastically. it's soo annoying every time i look at myself in the mirror and feel the urge to wear heels because i'm short, and not because i feel like it. sigh..... since i lack in physical attributes, i might as well work on my character! but oh no..... i'm so not feminine, or gentle. nor am i angelic at all!! damn! from academic, to physical attributes (highlight: HEIGHT), to personality, i'm way off track. it's time people, it's time!!! but first, it's STUDIES!!! i do need these things as a wake up call. heh Appreciation & Humbleness. i shall learn these. |
