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Monday, November 19, 2007 while living in societies for a long time, for assimilation, for life, we see and experience more of the negative aspects of it. sometimes, it keeps people pondering and hoping that miracle strikes upon them, so they can once again be the little kid they used to be. with no worries of wat'll happen to them in future. with no worries of how their friends will think about them. with no worries as to how society will judge them. doesn't that make you envious of those little angels?have been living in Canada for a while now. seen the doings of people, the positive, as well as negative aspects of life. while trying to assimilate into groups of people, i realise i've changed quite a lot. my perspectives changed. my personality changed. while assimilation may be a good thing to a certain extent, it trades something for that assimilation too. for someone who's once a total extrovert and optimistic, now keeping in her own comfort zone and turning more into an introvert and pessimist, it's weird isn't it? the price is great. but wat else can i do now? i've seen the faces of people, and heard rumours of another. teenagers sure can be cruel when it comes to jealousy and vengeance. yes, these jealousy and vengeance occurs throughout our entire lives, ever since we're given the ability to think for ourselves. and Yes! we should face it. Yes, something should be done if attacks were drawn from others, upon ourselves. However, to wat extent will these troubles be resolved? guys. girls. friendship. relationship. (thank God, i've none) it's a whole load of pretense. prejudging. gossips. grudges. it's nothing but common here. i've learnt, the hard way, that trust should be kept to oneself and, only to those who've seen you through the years of happiness and hardships without placing any judgement upon you. i'm glad i'm acknowledging these now after all that denial i was in before. at least i know how to face and handle these now. going outta my home country to experience, was indeed a great one. the process of maturity and pathway to self-dependence sped up. this is wat i call, life. my definition of life? - a process of living with obstacles to overcome and, climax to enjoy. |
