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Saturday, August 12, 2006 went out with mich and gang today. ben and taibo came along too! so glad to see them!! was doing some lil' bbq-ing.. and some ice cream thingy.. haha! fun!! and ya! the peeps were so darn fun la! laughing together. playing together!mich tried to play with the food, but saw the food wastage thing. every 100gram wasted will be an extra 5 dollar charge. lucky! or else, i think the table will have no peace. for her amount of food wasted will be HELL loads! i didnt wanna put Xavier and Taibo together. afraid a war will startt between the both of them and there'll be NO PEACE for my dinner! damn! haha. Qing Horng went around both tables, trying to get the best of both. but haha! wat he got was all nagging! and he tried to stuff my to death! throwing mi quite a lot of food and ask mi to finish it. hur hur! idiot! but ya! i still treat him like a brother!! =) to him: well, but somehow, things werent as smooth as how it was supposed to be. i spoke the wrong topic at the wrong time. and did the wrong thing. but wat's done is done. i'm jus very sorry for wat i did. i know sorry doesnt make it anyway better. but i apologise for wat happened at the retaurant. i understand i embarassed you loads. and i flattened your ego. i didnt go after you after things happened. it's all my fault im sorry. i'll amend for it. im not as heck care as wat you think of mi.. i dun love you lesser than you do. i speak emotionally, yes. but i do use my brains while speaking emotionally. uncertainties arent there for no reason, it's for us to sort out. a whole new chapter will begin as soon as im at the airport. i jus wanna spend my time with you now, happy. i know you compromise a lot jus for me. i appreciate it. whatever i say here may be laughable to you. but it's from the bottom of my heart. you hate this relationship. but im not gonna let it go. cause i believe in wat i believe in. there's certain things under certain situation, that i really dunno wat to do. i cant get the best of both, like wat mich says. but i jus wan you to know that i still wanna meet you loads. you wont compromise anymore, i know. and 2 hours is definitely not enough time for us. however, i'll feel contented with jus that. im the one leaving now, not you. i should be the one wanting to meet you more than you wan it. i'm sorry to say that i squeezed everything jus till these last 3 weeks. but im squeezing time out to compromise as much as i can. laughable? yea, to you probably. examples to watever that i did that didnt show that way, loads! however, i really do wanna meet you every moment that i can. situations sometimes dun allow mi to. excuse? no. cause you're very protective of mi, you wouldnt wan mi to get scolded like mad by my mum right? hence my dear, i really hope you'd understand. i know im leaving in jus another 3 to 4 days. but i'll meet you as much as i can during these times. even if it's waking up early to spend time with you, till you've gotta go work in the afternoon, it's fine with mi. im mentally prepared for situations that's gonna come while im in Canada. but i definitely hope, wish and pray that we'll stay together. to mich : thanks for being there for me while im lost, not knowing wat exactly i should do. i really appreciate it. you really helped mi loads. im really glad i know you. im sorry for making you wait so long, worried. im sorry. once again, thanks for standing there by mi. and thanks for going through the trouble to ask everyone to go to this dinner. im sorry for everything that backfired. but your efforts, i really see it. thank you. to Ben: we may not know each other for long, but you're a great guy. you can pour your woes to mi anytime. cause i'll be here to lend a listening ear. good advices? mayb none, but i jus hope to be one whom you're willing to pour your woes to. and thanks for talking to me and listening to watever crap i said. thanks you. im sorry to have made you wait. and thanks for being patient. also, take care and guide her along as much as you can. she needs you. to MuHua: thanks for your talking and lecturing you gave mi. really thanks alot. you were there to listen and console me. there to wake mi up. im sorry to trouble you. and make you wait for so long, with nothing to do, but worrying bout mi. thank you bro. to Qing Horng: always the brother who's there to listen to my ranting, whinings, cries and troubles. thank you for jus being there to listen. im sorry to make you wait so long too. and making you worry for mi. thank you for being such a brother. =) to Fang: your smiles, your laughter never fail to cheer mi up. thanks for being sucha great fren. im glad i know you, really. and im once again, sorry for making you wait so long. thank you for being so patient. =) to Yan: im glad to have known you. we may not be as close though we know each other for long, however im really glad to have a great fren like you. one with few words. a smile that will bring billions of dollars! im sorry for making you wait so long. also, thanks for always being so patient. to Xav: your craps always worked on mi. may be irritating at times, but still, funny. thanks for being a great fren of mine. and thanks a hell load! for being patient. and im sorry to make you wait. to TaiBo: you're kinda quiet yesterday. but yea, you're still there when i was down. thanks for being there. and sorry to have made you wait. also, thanks for being patient. i've gotta stay strong. emotionally, mentally and physically. |
