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Cherryblossom Town - Everything's pretty wonderfully 'yummy'!

Sim Kuan Li Jenevieve
25 Oct 89
Psychologist Aspiring Student
Life to me is a process of living with obstacles to learn and overcome, and climax to enjoy.
Appreciation & Humbleness, are values I'm still learning.
Keep in mind: The sea may be calm, but chaos runs within.
Through transitions, I've became what I am today.

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

sigh.
im not in a good mood. i feel like im in stress.
feel like i'm drowned in the sea of stress.

i cant pin point wat am i stress about.
i cant figure out jus wat's the root to the stress that's causing mi.
can it be cause i'm giving myself stress about the coming date to going Canada?
can it be cause of my parents?
can it be cause of my...........

i dont know. i'm even stressed with this stressing thing now..
i feel like i haven been communicating to people enough.
feel like i've missed out on lotsa things.
feel like, i'm giving up many things.

i feel like i'm forced to fake a smile everyday in my life.
i dont know why.

i dont know.
i feel like breaking down. but that's not gonna solve anything. neither do i have any reason to break down.
i've been thinking a lot. about my character. my life. my family. my frenz. my love.
character wise, i feel like a failure. i feel like i'm worse than a piece of shit.
far worst than anything ugly and smelly. it totally stink!
my life?
Fun as it is. but nothing productive. nothing meaningful. sigh.
not much comments bout it either.
my family?
perfect! except for the lack of communication between mi and them. might be like how Coeus says, " you're the one who always locks yourself in the room."
sigh. it's my problem i guess.
my frenz?
not going smoothly. cause i wanna meet them so much! i cant seem to be organising my time properly.
my love.
not meeting up as often as we should be. communication seem to be a problem. wanting to spend more time together, but still, with difficulties. arguments seem to be going more often than not. sigh. sometimes, being to tolerant with each other for a period of time, causes both to argue more often than ever. =(

i'm stress.
i'm frustrated.
i'm jus...