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Tuesday, May 17, 2005 Somehow, I really feel like slapping my Cousin.. Damn That Stupid Retard.. Seeing His Mother In The Hospital, He Doesnt Even Feel For Her.. He's Getting outta hand! No Matter How I Talk To Him, I even tried To Sit Down And Listen to Him.. But Guess Wat? He Wanna Compare Me with his LOUSY group of frenz!He's Trying to Seek Attention So Much That Whatever he says, are becoming Darn Stupid.. For God's Sake! Cant He Be More Sensible? I'm really upset by the fact that she's Getting such sickness.. Furthermore, she's Still so young.. I'm Trying to visit her as much as i can.. But He as Her Son, he atrociously said that he didnt wanna go to the Hospital to Visit his Mother that day.. Damn Him.. i was so mad at him that i nearly went up and gave him A Tight Slap.. Say i'm Violent, Whatever! But He's Really INSENSIBLE! And i Mean I! His Answers..His Thoughts.. His Acts.. It's Getting Irritating! The More I Ask Him To Stop Doing Something, He'll Do It! If it wasnt for my grandma, And my uncle and auntie.. i Would Have Gave him a slap long Ago.. And people From My Scool, Would've Long Whacked Him! He's Just Lucky! Cant he Jus Think For A Moment? Cant He Jus Be More Sensible? Cant he STOP being with that Group of LOUSY frenz? Cant he Study Hard And Do His Mother Proud? That Day, When We Went To The Hospital, My Aunt Talk To Him, And She Nearly Broke Down.. She Said That She Aint Worried Bout Anything, but It's Him That's Worrying Her.. But He's So Unfeeling.. All He thinks About is Nothing But Computer, Frenz, Phone!Talk About wanting To be A christian.. He's Already One Of The Gods "god-Son" And He Wants' to Be A christian?! His Whole Family Have Always been Buddhist.. And He Wants To be A Christian? talking About Being a Christian,Says That He Goes To Church.. He Goes There For Nuts! to Play Only! he Doesnt Even Learn Anything.. Says That he Goes For Bible Study, And telling Mi That i Can Learn Alot From That Church.. Damn that Church! Wat Do They Teach? Do the Pastors Preach For people To Not Care For their Mother? To Not think For Others But Himself And His Frenz? Like Hello? Who Looked After Him Through His Whole Life? Who Bore Him? Who Provided the Luxuries He's Having Now? His Parents! Wat Can His Frenz Do? Wat DO His Frenz Know About Him And His Family?! NOTHING! He knows Them For NUTS! His Frenz Are Lousy people! If One Day, Something happens To WeiHong, I'm Gonna Ask People to Whack the Hell Outta Them! But First, I'm Going To Slap the Fuck Outta Weihong For Causing Trouble For Himself! Damn That Guy! Stupid Jonathan Ernest! Idiotic Valerie From Class 209! Darn That Janice From TJC! And All Of His Lousy Jies And Kors Or Watsoever! I Make Sure I Make the Hell Outta them If I Got To Know Anything About WeihOng! FUCK THOSE LOUSY PEOPLE! If It's Mi, I wouldnt Even Wanna Go To School.. And Dun Even Talk About Computer! I really dunno wat he's thinking About! I promised my Aunt To take care of the Both of Them.. But, I feel so helpless seeing my Cousin this way.. his Younger Brother Is Much Sensible! His results got Affected Due To His Mother's Illness.. Sigh.. I really wanna hug My Aunt.. I told her not to worry.. She Asked Mi Not to worry Bout Her.. But, Her Condition is Getting From Bad to Worse.. I Wanna Hear the truth From Her.. It's Painful For Her.. Physically And Mentally.. But She Always Tell Mi That She's Alright.. Everything's Fine.. She'll Be Ok.. When I Know, Everything's Not Ok.. There's no Turning Back Of Time.. She's Afraid to Die.. Not Because of Anything.. But Because Of Her Two Kids And Her Husband.. I Promised Her To Study Hard.. but The Thought Of Her Condition.. It Jus Affected Mi.. My Mid Year.. During Exams, I Jus Cant Take My mind Off.. Everytime I Stop To Think About A Question.. The Thought Of Her Jus Diverts my Attention.. Say It's An Excuse For Not putting Enough Hard Work into my Studies.. But Would you Be Affected, If it's one Of The Aunt You're Quite Close To? I Really Dunno Wat's Going To Happen The Next Moment..As Much As I wanna See Her Everyday, I Cant.. It's Beyond Mi.. My Parents Wouldnt let Mi Go ver Everyday After School To Outram.. Right? I Will Try To Borrow Some Books From The Library For HEr To Read.. To Take Her Mind off Anything That's Bothering Her.. There's Only So Much i Can Do.. I wanna Do Something to Make Her Happy.. But I really dunno wat to Do.. I Jus Remembered that, I never Took A Picture with Her Before.. Though She's Rather Close To Mi.. But I Dunno If She Wants To Or Not.. I dun wan Her To See Herself And get Affected By it.. She's Getting Really Skinny.. She Dropped From 70kg To 55kg.. I'm gonna make it a point That i Go See Her Every 2 to 3 days.. Probably Bring my Younger Cousin There.. Sigh.. |
