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Thursday, April 07, 2005 To you people out there.. Mayb i'm writing crappy stuff in here.. but i'm jus typing out my thoughts.. i've been feeling weird lately.. that's why.. i'm alright.. everything in this post may sound super immature.. do pardon mi..Do you actually get envious of someone? or something? i'm actually envious of people.. people who can go out till late at night.. or mayb stay out the whole night.. jus to have fun! but can i? how old will i be able to do that? or mayb be officially allowed to? 21? when my teenage years are gone? when i'm all matured, and not so crazy anymore? how long do i still have to wait? i dun exactly know how i'm feeling now.. i'm feeling sad in a way.. and envious in another.. sad cause.. She's actually out having fun with her frenz.. envious cause.. Sally can actually be there.. with WX, JW And A*G**.. Most importantly Sandy.. i'm like missing all of the "fun".. immature i am.. i dunno why i'm feeling this way too.. God, Please Bless Mi... Please Guide Mi To Happiness.. Guide Mi To Pursue Things That I've Always Said I've Wanted To.. Please.. Sometimes, i do miss her.. and i mean, really miss.. where is she? i wanna hug her.. i wanna spend time with her.. jus her, and her only.. jus spending time together.. watching movies.. playing Volley together.. Or Mayb Jus Dining Together.. As long as i get to see her.. i dun wan another shoulder for mi to lean on.. i jus wan to see you! i really miss you!! i dun wanna waste time hogging on the phone, and not doing my work too.. i dun wanna idle around all day long, jus doing nothing, other than talking on the phone.. I wanna study.. but, it jus happens that i hog on the phone alot.. for hours.. why? basically, because we dun meet often.. unlike others.. they meet often, so they can always talk when they see each other.. without having to hog on the phone for hours.. i jus hope to meet her, as often as i can... but, can i? i hate to keep others in the dark.. i hate to be "intterogated" whenever i'm going out.. though it's outta concern.. i hate to get into trouble with my parents.. i jus wanna have fun while i'm out.. regardless of who i'm with.. but i cant really enjoy myself.. cause my parents will call up on mi.. can i have the freedom, that's without limits? i yearn to be like the Princesses in Fairytales.. like a little Bird, flying in the Sky without Boudaries.. like a little Fish, swimming in the open sea.. I wanna be free.. Free Of Myself.. Free Of the Limitations.. |
