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Monday, March 21, 2005 OK.. There's like thing STRONG issue going on in my tagboard..gonna say something about it.. i dunno if it will make things worst.. but ya.. i cant take it anymore know.. it's like a BUDDING VOLCANO in mi.. ready to ERUPT anytime.. (anyway, it sort of erupted yesterday?) k.. Tell mi people, if i'm overdoing watever things i've said in my blog entries recently.. wat's a blog for? it is not for people to quarrel in my tagboard with mi or whoever.. a blog is for people to write watever that they feel in there, like a journal.. it's far different from a diary.. i can write watever i wan in my very own blog.. by writing how i feel at that point of time, is NOT a SIN! Wrong? Come on.. i dun think so.. i can bitch or comment about anyone i wan in my blog.. and write harsh things in my blog entries.. it's a form of relief.. at least, i write out wateve ri feel in there, and not keep everything to myself.. saying that i'm overdoing everything is jus so wrong.. i'm jus speaking bout how i felt that time.. i'm free to blog anytime and watever that i wan.. if any of you dun like it, i'm sorry but to say, you really dun have to care about wat i'm saying.. reminding mi is ok.. but being sarcastic is really... eEeEw~! TOTALLY OUTARAGEOUS! Sandy is jus speaking in very general terms, you both shouldnt take it too personally.. and talking about fillial piety.. who in this family is not fillial? mi, thinking of moving out, is definitely NOT SINFUL.. neither is it wrong.. people do think of moving out.. but it's only a period of time.. people go through a bad patch with parents, and have negative thinking of their parents at some point of time in life.. dun tell mi you both have neither? you may say that i'm siding outsiders.. but i'm jus saying wat i feel about the whole issue that's going on in my blog.. about the sentence whereby Coeus said that, you're not my family member and will never be one, why would you even think of that to say? it's jus a one-sided thinking of yours.. In the first place, i made it totally clear to everybody who comes to my blog that, this is MY blog.. i'm FREE to say WATEVER i wan.. hello? one cant possibly make everybody happy.. even if i do make people around mi happy, will i be happy? you both say you know mi better than my frenz, prolly people like michelle and sandy.. but how much do you know mi? do i even open up to you guys, like how i open up to michelle and sandy? do i get the support to do things that i wanna do from either of you? or none of you dunno wat i wanna do in futue? despite the many occasions of wat i thought of doing in future.. mayb you people say advices, that sound so discouraging and unsupportive.. jus like a WET BLANKET? yes, we do live under the same roof.. but that doesnt mean that either of you will understand mi inside out.. do you know wat problems i have deep down inside? do you know that i have problems of my own? i do know about people who are total strangers with their family members.. so wat? Coeus said that Javier and He actually come into my room to crap with mi at times, but do you, Coeus, even realise that crap is not something that can totally cheer someone up.. and by smiling and laughing, doesnt totally mean that someone is really happy.. wat do you know about mi? stop saying that you people know how i feel and stuff, and you've been through before.. CRAP! everyone can say that.. but are their problems, exactly like mine? saying that, doesnt help the problem of someone is facing.. one may say that, i've been through that, and start to compare his/her parents with mine.. but different parents, have different thinking.. some are more OPEN to things.. whereas some are more CONSERVATIVE.. so, there's no way to compare.. even if we're of the same parents, but, parents handle their child differently.. why? because of different characters.. i have an indifferent attitude at home.. always locking myself in the room.. why? because i think i dun have to do things right infront of anyone.. like studying.. or showing care and concern.. my CONSCIENCE CLEAR! results show everything ya? alright then, i'll make improvements for you people to see.. Look down on mi, that i cant go JC, Fark Off Then.. I definitely dun need your pity when i get my poor o levels results at the end of the day.. oOoWw~ how sad.. Let Mi Tell you people alright, i wont have to cry at the end of the day.. but i'll be sniggerring and grinning probably with tears of joy, when i get my results.. and being able to make into the JC that i wan.. go on and say any SARCASTIC remarks that you wan.. i will do some reflecting on wat you say ya.. so, thank you! And I Definitely Have To Say That, My Space Is Being Intruded By You People, that Whole Issue Is Getting Personal. why? jus put yourself in my shoes! and see how you'd feel if either of your siblings say that to you! i wont care about you guys, if you guys didnt say anything like that.. i'll pay back how you treat mi now! as far as i say that i dun bear grudges, but when it's time to pay, it's time to pay back.. i'll do wat i wanna do in future.. if i can make something outta it.. then... ahahhahahaha! |
